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  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    deficit
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    deficit
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    4 days of deficit.
  • WifiresGettingFit
    WifiresGettingFit Posts: 1,773 Member
    You're doing great!
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    7 days of deficit.
    its not getting easier. every day is hard. but i have a routine that is working
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    one day completely over
    one day maintenance (started off over but i managed a bit of control)
    4 days deficit

    week total is over.

    frustrated that one off day outweighs so much effort on the other days.
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    3 deficit days
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    good week except that lunch yesterday was probably so over calories that it balanced my weeks deficit.
    sigh.
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    it seems to be two weeks forward and one week back.
    but im still trying.
  • megbeveridge93
    megbeveridge93 Posts: 238 Member
    How's it going?
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    its going well. up and down, but generally well. thanks for asking.
    so excited that people have started to notice the weight loss. :)
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    hello heathy bmi !!!

    its been a while :)

    I feel so proud of myself and grateful for the results.
  • tcunbeliever
    tcunbeliever Posts: 8,219 Member
    YAY!!!!

    What a great accomplishment!!!
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    thankyou. :)
  • WifiresGettingFit
    WifiresGettingFit Posts: 1,773 Member
    Way to go!
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    So, I kept losing, and my bmi stayed healthy.

    Until 'unprecedented' times led to 'unprecedented' eating.

    Well, actually, who am I kidding, it's well precedented - I've been a binge eater for many years. But I definitely lost my rhythm, and fell back into my old habits.
    Since I don't normally weigh myself, I don't actually know what I was a couple of months ago, so I don't how much I've gained. In fact, I was a little surprised that the number on the scale wasn't too high. I can feel how much weight I've gained, though; so it must be that I was quite low before.

    Anyway, it doesn't really matter, I'm here now and quite motivated to do something about it.
    My BMI is in the 'overweight' range, so this should be achievable, as long as I stay focused.
  • WifiresGettingFit
    WifiresGettingFit Posts: 1,773 Member
    @totaldetermination You've done it before and you'll do it again! You've got this!
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    Yes :) I 'only' have to lose 10 pounds to be at the top of the healthy weight range. Though I would like to lose double that. But one step at a time.

    I just feel like I know this process so well. Its just a sense of 'right, here we go again'.
    There's going to be ups, there's going to be downs, just stick with it, you will get there, it will become habit. again.

    I've done well so far. The first morning started with a binge, but instead of giving up on the day, I just got back on track and pretended that it hadn't happened.
    The other 2 days have been great. so in all I'm really happy. Its been a relatively smooth effort to get back on the wagon. Fingers crossed it will continue.
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    So that didn't go so well.
    3 weeks of over eating.
    At least I didn't totally forget what I was trying to do. I kept overeating. But I did keep trying.

    But today was good, and I'm feeling optimistic for tomorrow. :)
  • totaldetermination
    totaldetermination Posts: 1,184 Member
    another good day