dbanks80 wrote: »
I have not posted on here in a long time. Quick update. My eldest son (28 yrs) was killed in California Sept 2. We buried him back home in Illinois Sept 15. He left behind 3 young children. My world was turned upside down and I was in a tailspin of depression. Especially drinking. I realized the more I drank the more depressed I was becoming. And I was getting into a serious funk.
I am getting back on track cutting out alcohol, going back to the gym everyday and going to grief counseling sessions. I am feeling better and taking it day by day. But it is hard. I miss him every single day. Just writing this is making me tear up.
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