jerrys96 wrote: »
Hopefully this year i will gain a bit more acceptance of my self-image and my flaws and eating weaknesses.
Hopefully this year i will stop criticising myself so hard.
Hopefully this year i will make my first steps towards establishing a life-long diet that is sustainable, that i enjoy ,that fits me.
Lastly, hopefully this year the goals i set for my body and my diet are more well defined and feasible ,therefore more approachable.
I owe this to my best friend, whom i meet everytime i look into the mirror or i put on my clothes. Whom i have lately been letting down and torturing with guilt, with large weight fluctuations throughout my life.
My best friend's mental health deserves the world and no matter if i keep my promise or not, i won't give up on him and i will keep fighting my demons until the end.
For i must believe in the process and for i have no other choice but to keep on fighting.
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