Hello. My name is Tricia. I am today at the heaviest I have ever been. A little back story, I have 4 grown kids and a grandson. 2005 I had a partial hysterectomy, and in 2011 I was so scarred from the 2005 surgery I had to have a total hysterectomy which threw me into menopause. At that point I reached 220 pounds and needed to do something. Somehow I ended up doing the HCG diet in which total pounds lost was 70 in a matter of 8 months. I was then the thinnest I had ever been. Came off the HCG and put on 20 immediately and was able to maintain it. Met a skinny high metabolism man (love of my life) and started laxing on my weight. Fast forward 6 years and I am 235 pounds, always tired, always cranky and miserable. I dont have the energy to work out. I am getting married in 3 months and I want to love the way I look in pictures and a dress. I need to be held accountable and I hope that this is the 1st step in that.