I am determined to make it so. I am gonna do a full marathon and in the process lose the last bit of wt I need to be at my healthiest possible. I ditched dead wt and cheating scum, and suddenly I see my own beauty, hmmm was it him undermining my self-image. I am gonna go on a cruise and look and feel hot(not cmeaning the weather) and I in true Carrie Bradshaw fashion, am not gving up on true love. I am also gonna head to Minneapolis to see a good good GOOD friend of mine from school who I havent seen since that one culinary graduation photo was taken(I am gonna see her and our other friend). I am also gonna try to keep this the happiest year cause 2008 was horrible but this onew coming up I will NOT allow it to be!!!!