Looking for women trying to loss around 50lbs

I'm 5'1" and currently weigh 173.6lbs. I've been trying to loss weight since Jan 2017 and have currently lost 16lbs. Yes I am very happy about that and very glad I am no longer 190lbs buuuuut I will do great for a few weeks and then awful for a few weeks. I'm greatly disappointed in myself because I could have been, easily, 160lbs at this point but due to my mess ups (yup my mess ups I'm no longer placing blame elsewhere) I'm still in the 170's.

I am a cosplayer and even though body positive is all over the cosplay community I want to loss weight for myself. I want to feel great in my costumes like I use to years ago. I recently went to a convention and I felt awful about myself. Of course, no one said anything but I cringe every time I get tagged in a picture. I was 160lbs last year so this year was even more depressing. The only good thing is from all my working out I was able to have good stamina.

Little bit about myself. I'm about to turn 30 July 29th and I want my 30s to be way better than my 20s (at least weight wise) My 20's was nothing but going from 200lbs to 120lbs. I have 6 months and even at 2lb a week (which I can easily do if I would just stop binging at night) I want to be 130's by new years. I have about 20 weeks to do all this and it is doable because I have done it before.

My mini goal is to be in the 150's by Halloween. Main goal is 130lbs and my ultimate goal is 120lbs (It is very hard for me to reach 120lbs so that will be a slow process and hope to be this weight by this time next year).

I'm really looking for women trying to loss around 50lbs. I've had profiles before and normally I had men but they are usually trying to gain weight and build muscle. If you are man and trying to loss weight then that is fine.