Daily Commitment Thread for 2020 -- JUST FOR TODAY

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  • cschmitz110515
    cschmitz110515 Posts: 3,452 Member
    Recap W 7/22 ~ work from home rest of week
    1) Walk dog :smiley: cloudy, dreary a.m. & dew points going back up but done & happy dog
    2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings :smiley: 14/14 boom!
    2) Figure out supper / net cals green / 14c water :p -74 & 12c water
    3) Organize electronics & papers for work from home rest of week :) / catch up status reports / 10-12 webinar (pace) / progress on GA-IT = 4x :)
    4) 2:00 vet for dog's annual visit / RSVP memorial service / PM SW & set date to call / at least one to-do on list = 4x :)
    5) 9:00 unplug / floss / retainers >:) / set 6:30 alarm (walk dog) :)

    JFT R 7/23
    1) Walk dog :smiley: first mile in light drizzle, rest muggy & dreary but happy dog (another walker even said "now that's a happy dog")
    2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings
    2) Make Hungarian cucumbers / net cals green / 14c water
    3) Progress on GA-IT
    4) One autobody estimate :o / air in tires (stupid check tire pressure light) :) / call mom & dad / at least one to-do on list
    5) 9:00 unplug / floss / retainers / set 6:30 alarm (walk dog)

    Finally went for estimate on the dent & scratch on my car from last week's parking lot incident. Almost $1,800!!! Unbelievable to me, for 2012 Honda Civic no less, which I bought used. I met the woman that hit it, she admits it and I know insurance would pay. But I'm probably going to skip all that, have hubby do his best to repair and just live with it. I really don't care that much, and anyway know I'll get bupkis when I eventually trade it in. Hubby disagrees with me, but says it's my car. At least we got air in tires, and my garage door working again. Seems lately it's always something. Small irritants in the grand scheme of life, so I'll be fine.

    2020 Goals:
    1) Get weight below 160# (last time was 4/20/19)
    2) Plan meals most days & prelog meals/snacks whenever possible on MFP
    3) Post weekly weigh-in on JFT for accountability
    4) Take measurements & log on MFP monthly (I stopped as weight plateaued & went up) = 2.1.20 / 2.29.20 / 4.1.20 (forgot 3.31.20) / 5.1.20 (forgot 4.30.20) / 6.3.20 (forgot at ME again)
    5) Exercise 5-6x per week (minimum 4x) ~ mostly walking but include weights/circuit & other x-training
    6) Participate in race events ~ have planned 7 5Ks and 2 10Ks at minimum = Frenzy on the Fox 5K 49:36 ave. pace 15:29 / Seroogy's Valentine 5K 46:26.7 ave. pace 14:47 / Badger State Brewing 10K virtual race w/ dog on 4/2/20 1:44:16 ave. pace 16:33 / Prevention virtual 5K Fun & Fit Team on 5/2/20 I walked 3.48 mi w/ dog in 1:01:10 ave. pace 17:33 / RonaRunOff 5/16/20 virtual walk 5.08 miles with dog in 1:23:15 ave. pace 16:23 / 100 Miles Challenge fundraiser (per fitness tracker) & completed 5/18/20 / Bellin Run 10K virtual race w/ dog on 6/6/20 1:41:03 ave. pace 16:14 dog definitely slows my "race pace"
    7) Be considerate and loving to hubby and have fun together
    8) Make efforts to keep in touch with parents, siblings and friends (most live in other towns or states)
    9) Declutter home office, bedroom and basement = basement (boxes) Jan. / home office desk (some) & more basement boxes Feb. / basement boxes & home office (some more) Mar. / decluttered/cleaned in bedroom & more basement boxes Apr. / basement boxes May ~ very pleased w/ my progress / reorg in basement June & July
    Word for 2020: Persist
  • Bex953172
    Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
    Recap W 7/22 ~ work from home rest of week
    1) Walk dog :smiley: cloudy, dreary a.m. & dew points going back up but done & happy dog
    2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings :smiley: 14/14 boom!
    2) Figure out supper / net cals green / 14c water :p -74 & 12c water
    3) Organize electronics & papers for work from home rest of week :) / catch up status reports / 10-12 webinar (pace) / progress on GA-IT = 4x :)
    4) 2:00 vet for dog's annual visit / RSVP memorial service / PM SW & set date to call / at least one to-do on list = 4x :)
    5) 9:00 unplug / floss / retainers >:) / set 6:30 alarm (walk dog) :)

    JFT R 7/23
    1) Walk dog :smiley: first mile in light drizzle, rest muggy & dreary but happy dog (another walker even said "now that's a happy dog")
    2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings
    2) Make Hungarian cucumbers / net cals green / 14c water
    3) Progress on GA-IT
    4) One autobody estimate :o / air in tires (stupid check tire pressure light) :) / call mom & dad / at least one to-do on list
    5) 9:00 unplug / floss / retainers / set 6:30 alarm (walk dog)

    Finally went for estimate on the dent & scratch on my car from last week's parking lot incident. Almost $1,800!!! Unbelievable to me, for 2012 Honda Civic no less, which I bought used. I met the woman that hit it, she admits it and I know insurance would pay. But I'm probably going to skip all that, have hubby do his best to repair and just live with it. I really don't care that much, and anyway know I'll get bupkis when I eventually trade it in. Hubby disagrees with me, but says it's my car. At least we got air in tires, and my garage door working again. Seems lately it's always something. Small irritants in the grand scheme of life, so I'll be fine.

    2020 Goals:
    1) Get weight below 160# (last time was 4/20/19)
    2) Plan meals most days & prelog meals/snacks whenever possible on MFP
    3) Post weekly weigh-in on JFT for accountability
    4) Take measurements & log on MFP monthly (I stopped as weight plateaued & went up) = 2.1.20 / 2.29.20 / 4.1.20 (forgot 3.31.20) / 5.1.20 (forgot 4.30.20) / 6.3.20 (forgot at ME again)
    5) Exercise 5-6x per week (minimum 4x) ~ mostly walking but include weights/circuit & other x-training
    6) Participate in race events ~ have planned 7 5Ks and 2 10Ks at minimum = Frenzy on the Fox 5K 49:36 ave. pace 15:29 / Seroogy's Valentine 5K 46:26.7 ave. pace 14:47 / Badger State Brewing 10K virtual race w/ dog on 4/2/20 1:44:16 ave. pace 16:33 / Prevention virtual 5K Fun & Fit Team on 5/2/20 I walked 3.48 mi w/ dog in 1:01:10 ave. pace 17:33 / RonaRunOff 5/16/20 virtual walk 5.08 miles with dog in 1:23:15 ave. pace 16:23 / 100 Miles Challenge fundraiser (per fitness tracker) & completed 5/18/20 / Bellin Run 10K virtual race w/ dog on 6/6/20 1:41:03 ave. pace 16:14 dog definitely slows my "race pace"
    7) Be considerate and loving to hubby and have fun together
    8) Make efforts to keep in touch with parents, siblings and friends (most live in other towns or states)
    9) Declutter home office, bedroom and basement = basement (boxes) Jan. / home office desk (some) & more basement boxes Feb. / basement boxes & home office (some more) Mar. / decluttered/cleaned in bedroom & more basement boxes Apr. / basement boxes May ~ very pleased w/ my progress / reorg in basement June & July
    Word for 2020: Persist

    Whaaaat if insurance would pay id deffo get it done!! Or would it have to come out your pocket first before you got reimbursed or whatever?
  • Bex953172
    Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
    Ahh I haven't posted goals for 2 days. Just completely forgot! Although both days have been pretty uneventful :/
    In fact yesterday I had to spend almost 5 hours watching a builder put down 3 pieces of skirting board and a door frame. And the idiot didn't even have a mitre block.. duh. I didnt even want to embarrass the guy by offering to use mine. But if I had I'd have neater corners...

    Although I'm glad that my housing association fix these things at no cost to us, theyre all like... half-a-job Harry's that come to do the work lol!!


    Will have to start again tomorrow with goals! Although I don't know what goals to set really:/
  • Kuhl50
    Kuhl50 Posts: 416 Member
    Daily habits: track, exercise, journal
    Thursday Action Plan
    1. Up by 6:45, pill, timer, weigh๐Ÿ˜€
    2. Shower, pill๐Ÿ˜€
    3. Breakfast = yogurt + Kashi ๐Ÿ˜€
    4. On video 0755๐Ÿ˜€
    5. Lunch = salad + protein๐Ÿ˜€
    6. Weights at 10๐Ÿ˜€
    7. Ask DH to get cauliflower rice, Brussel sprouts, and fresh berries๐Ÿ˜€
    8. Walk after work๐Ÿ˜€
    9. Dinner =?๐Ÿ˜€
    10. Make roast chicken for lunch protein๐Ÿ‘ฟ
    11. Upstairs by 9๐Ÿ‘ฟ
    12. Plan Friday workout๐Ÿ˜€
    13. Layout clothes๐Ÿ˜€
    14. Journal๐Ÿ˜€
    15. meditate๐Ÿ‘ฟ
    16. Lights out by 10๐Ÿ‘ฟ

    Another day basically on track. Up very late finishing up work (that I procrastinated during the day) so I will have some sleep deprivation challenges tomorrow. TGIF!

    Daily habits: track, exercise, journal
    Friday Action Plan
    1. Up by 7:45, pill, timer, weigh
    2. Shower, pill
    3. Breakfast = yogurt + Kashi
    4. On video 0855
    5. Add Brussel sprouts and berries to salads
    6. Lunch = salad + protein
    7. Weights afternoon
    8. Check on fax
    9. Walk after work
    10. Dinner =?
    11. Make roast chicken for lunch protein
    12. Upstairs by 10
    13. Plan Saturday workout and meals
    14. Journal
    15. meditate
    16. Lights out by 11

    July personal challenge
    Bicep emoji if I got in at least 1 push-up; Yoga figure if I set my intention before eating
    July 23: ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿง˜

    GRATITUDE: I am grateful for my health and the ability to keep improving it.

    WOTY: Habits
  • TerriRichardson112
    TerriRichardson112 Posts: 17,930 Member
    ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
    I choose to feed my body the nutrition it needs
    and feed my mind with the quality thoughts it deserves

    ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

    โ›ฑ๐ŸŽก๐ŸŽข๐ŸŽ ๐Ÿ• JULY ๐Ÿ•๐ŸŽ ๐ŸŽข๐Ÿ•โ›ฑ

    To all those essential workers still going out there....
    ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป Thank you for your service ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป
    Everyone else, please stay home!!!

    What am I doing to keep busy? To name a few...
      [*] structuring my day
      [*] morning and evening meditation
      [*] Using the internet to โ€˜talkโ€™ to family
      [*] crochet, jigsaws, journaling, gardening, reading, writing .......
      [*] HIIT videos off YouTube,
      [*] yoga/Taichi
      [*] Walks with DH
      [*] Cleaning! Cleaning! Cleaning! ๐Ÿ˜‚
      [*] Decluttering
      [*] Stress relievers (search YouTube for Paul McKenna)
      Keep your chin up!
      Turning up is the ultimate success!
      2019 DISCARD 5 LBS CHALLENGES:01 Aug 2019: 170.1
      31 Dec 2019: 151.2
      Total weight loss: 19.9lbs
      2020 Personal Weight Challenge
      Name: Terri

      SW: 152.1 (02 Jan)
      GW: 150

      Jan: - 2
      Feb: - 1.3
      Mar: - 0.9
      Apri: +1.3 (not too bad, considering lockdown/Easter/Birthday this month)
      May: +0.7(working on upping my strength to tone muscles, so not unexpected. It's a balancing act! ๐Ÿ˜‚)
      Jun: +0.2
      Weight has stabilised around 151.

      July Daily Goals: Week 4
      Su: โœ… Mo: โœ… Tu: โœ… We: โœ…
      Th: โœ… Fr: Sa:
      Good day yesterday, but overdid the carbs๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ
      Reduce Fat%:โœ… 29.3 -> 27.1; 25.2; 25.1
      Increase Muscle%: โœ… 28.7->30.1 30.3
      Calories < in the green ๐Ÿ
      Steps > 7500 ๐Ÿ 7619
      Weight < 155 ๐Ÿ 151.1; 150.8 150.6
      Intentional exercise > 50 mins daily๐Ÿ 65
      Active hours > 6 daily๐Ÿ 10
      Activities I got to do
      Meditationโœ… walk/jogโœ…
      Declutter writing desk/sewing areaโœ…
      Finish 2 masksโœ…
      Laundry fold/stowโœ… Crochetโœ…
      Puzzlesโœ… Watch TVโœ…
    • TerriRichardson112
      TerriRichardson112 Posts: 17,930 Member
      @HEGoddard0928 ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป Informative blog post.

    • littleblackskirt
      littleblackskirt Posts: 919 Member

      JFT Thursday 23rd July

      Log everything no, son came for tea and I couldn't work out how to weigh the food I'd made
      Stay in the green probably not, the hot chocolate before bed decided it
      Back exercises no, too sore
      5 fruit and veg 4
      Walk, it's raining again! 45 minutes
      Finish ironing yes
      Babysit + dog sit yes, fun
      Must must must sort out a present for son's birthday, will need to order something no, internet was off all afternoon

      JFT Friday 24th July

      Log everything
      Stay in the green
      Back exercises
      5 fruit and veg
      Walk?
      Load car
      Son's birthday present
    • SERmom3
      SERmom3 Posts: 568 Member
      @cesse47 - thanks for the support. Iโ€™m shocked Iโ€™ve made it this far with the streak!


      THURSDAY:
      - Log it all๐Ÿ”ด / stay green๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ”ด
      - NO CHIPS!๐ŸŸข
      - Visit nephew๐ŸŸข
      - Housework๐ŸŸข
      - school work with kiddos๐ŸŸข

      I weighed my food yesterday, but never edited my food diary. I probably went over by a little bit.

      JFT FRIDAY:
      - Log it all / Stay green
      - NO CHIPS
      - Make pizza for the family, grilled chicken for me
      - S- softball game
      - Maybe start scraping the house to touch up some peeling spots.


      JULY CHALLENGE:
      In an attempt to refocus this month, Iโ€™ve decided to try and give up chips. This will be extremely difficult. I eat them almost daily. They are my weakness. Iโ€™m using a bikini as my emoji, since that will be a goal for next summer!

      *************NO CHIP CHALLENGE*************

      July 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23
      ๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™๐Ÿ‘™
    • Bex953172
      Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
      I'm seriously doubting the validity of my scales, I've apparently lost another 6lb?
      I mean its hard because I do look slimmer, it just, seems like a lot to lose?

      Because on one floor (wood laminate) the scales seem wobbly and on the kitchen floor (lino) its.not wobbly?
      That might be because one of the rubber feet came off but its like.. a 2mm pad, i might rip the others off to make it level.
      It also keeps saying "Low" every Time i stand on it for low battery, so I'll redo that to..

      So er.. don't congratulate me just yet lmfao!
    • teigansdad
      teigansdad Posts: 393 Member
      Stay greenโœ…
      1 hr recovery pace ride on trainerโœ…
      Clean bike add tire sealant and set bike up for. RaceโŒ the rain messed this up
      Look at billsโŒ
      Only fruit and vegetables for snackโœ…


      Friday 2 days to ORAMM
      Stay green, but ok if go over
      Only fruit and vegetables snacks
      Wash car
      Pick up groceries for trip
      Wash and lube bike even if raining
      Make packing list
      Start packing
      Tidy up house w wife
      No bike riding today

    • Bex953172
      Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
      and her hairs still crazy, it won't grow evenly and her two parting are just a nightmare lol I've been trying to train her hair to go one way so she has a dominant parting, no luck yet lol!!
    • cschmitz110515
      cschmitz110515 Posts: 3,452 Member
      edited July 2020
      Recap R 7/23
      1) Walk dog :smiley: first mile in light drizzle, rest muggy & dreary but happy dog (another walker even said "now that's a happy dog")
      2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings :smiley:
      2) Make Hungarian cucumbers / net cals green / 14c water :smiley: green 15 & 11c water
      3) Progress on GA-IT :)
      4) One autobody estimate :o / air in tires (stupid check tire pressure light) :) / call mom & dad <3 good medical news for extended family :smiley: / at least one to-do on list :)
      5) 9:00 unplug :s / floss :smiley: / retainers :smiley: / set 6:30 alarm (walk dog) :)

      JFT TGIF 7/24
      1) Walk dog B) dog treats from Al & happy dog
      2) Move hourly / stairs breaks (2nd floor to basement) / 5 somethings
      2) Leftovers for supper / net cals green / 14c water
      3) Progress on GA-IT / noon Facebook Live / prep to-do list, papers & electronics for work from office Mon.
      4) HEA Beer & Biscuits drive-thru style 5:30 / remember ticket & folding chair & bug spray & water bottle / enjoy concert
      5) Floss / retainers / no alarm Sat. (farmers market / rest day)

      Tonight I will attend a fundraiser that was postponed from March 14 (my very first pandemic cancellation). Excellent cause of no-kill animal shelter, and I had purchased my ticket in January. Lots of changes to this annual event: drive-thru style vouchers instead of samples, online auction already concluded, online raffle winners will be announced live on Facebook, and for those wishing to stay, outdoor live music with social distancing. One of the best things about this event is always the samples of adult beverages & food. Sadly that can't occur, but def better for my weigh-in tomorrow. Was notified I am an auction winner, so get to pick up my prize, and will hear if I win anything in the raffles that I entered online. Hopefully BFF decides to go ~ we haven't seen each other in months!

      2020 Goals:
      1) Get weight below 160# (last time was 4/20/19)
      2) Plan meals most days & prelog meals/snacks whenever possible on MFP
      3) Post weekly weigh-in on JFT for accountability
      4) Take measurements & log on MFP monthly (I stopped as weight plateaued & went up) = 2.1.20 / 2.29.20 / 4.1.20 (forgot 3.31.20) / 5.1.20 (forgot 4.30.20) / 6.3.20 (forgot at ME again)
      5) Exercise 5-6x per week (minimum 4x) ~ mostly walking but include weights/circuit & other x-training
      6) Participate in race events ~ have planned 7 5Ks and 2 10Ks at minimum = Frenzy on the Fox 5K 49:36 ave. pace 15:29 / Seroogy's Valentine 5K 46:26.7 ave. pace 14:47 / Badger State Brewing 10K virtual race w/ dog on 4/2/20 1:44:16 ave. pace 16:33 / Prevention virtual 5K Fun & Fit Team on 5/2/20 I walked 3.48 mi w/ dog in 1:01:10 ave. pace 17:33 / RonaRunOff 5/16/20 virtual walk 5.08 miles with dog in 1:23:15 ave. pace 16:23 / 100 Miles Challenge fundraiser (per fitness tracker) & completed 5/18/20 / Bellin Run 10K virtual race w/ dog on 6/6/20 1:41:03 ave. pace 16:14 dog definitely slows my "race pace"
      7) Be considerate and loving to hubby and have fun together
      8) Make efforts to keep in touch with parents, siblings and friends (most live in other towns or states)
      9) Declutter home office, bedroom and basement = basement (boxes) Jan. / home office desk (some) & more basement boxes Feb. / basement boxes & home office (some more) Mar. / decluttered/cleaned in bedroom & more basement boxes Apr. / basement boxes May ~ very pleased w/ my progress / reorg in basement June & July
      Word for 2020: Persist
    • Snowflake1968
      Snowflake1968 Posts: 6,687 Member
      JFT - Thursday July 23
      1L of Water - >:)
      Log all Food - :)
      No Chips - :)
      Gratitude Journal - >:)

      JFT - Friday July 24
      1L of Water
      Log all Food
      No Chips
      Gratitude Journal

      @Bex953172 - They reset my streak! Thanks so much for that tip. I sort of feel like I cheated the system but I'll take it! I think you need to rip those pads off and make your scale level. We'll see if congratulation are in order after you've done that. ;) Look at her, she is so sweet! You'll get the tempers straightened out in no time, you're a great Mom.

      @cschmitz110515 - 1800.00 is an insane amount, I once had an accident in a parking lot, here in Alberta parking lot accidents are split 50/50 for blame. The other car was 10 or 11 years old, it had just moved his bumper a little bit, but since the bumper was all fibreglass and connected to the fenders they actually wrote his vehicle off as it was going to cost more to fix than the car was worth. It upped my insurance rate for 5 years waiting for that stupid thing. I miss the old cars of our youth that you could fix on your own and didn't cost a fortune.

      @pridesabtch - here in Alberta they don't do the grad photos like they did in NB with outdoor ones. They were all at a studio set up at the school, they had formal and casuals and that was it. I missed doing that with my girls, but reading your day yesterday, I have to say I'm sort of glad I didn't have to with my youngest.

      I had a good evening last night with Jonah, tonight I switch the Grands out, Jonah will go home and Michaela will come for two nights. She will be much harder than he was, she still demands attention and needs to be kept occupied. He is pretty good at entertaining himself.

      In August I am keeping both of them for three nights so their parents can go camping alone. Last night Kaitlyn and I decided that we would spend one of those nights at her house. If the weather is nice we can take the kids to the lake, have a fire in the backyard and she'll help me take care of them. I love them but I find them exhausting after a couple of days.

      Well I should do some work!

    • Bex953172
      Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
      @Snowflake1968 I'm glad they reset it!
      You haven't cheated at all! I'm sure the days you missed you were still doing your goals.
      Imagine you ran out of Internet or was on holiday
      I'd still be calorie counting (well maybe not on holiday haha) but just because youre not on here doesn't mean you haven't been doing it!
    • Bex953172
      Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
      @Snowflake1968 Car park accidents are 50/50?!?!? How does that make any sense?!
      So i couldve parked my vehicle properly within the marked lines and then left it there so I'm not even IN the car, and yet its half my fault, for what?! My car being in the way whilst someone crashed Lmao

      I'd be so annoyed at that law lol. I wouldn't even pay, I honestly wouldn't. Take the money out my dead lifeless hand lmao
    • cesse47
      cesse47 Posts: 947 Member
      edited July 2020
      ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ In Winter's Chill or Summer's Heat ๐ŸŒธ๐ŸŒธ
      A Farmer Works so the World can Eat
      THANK YOU FARMERS!!


      JULY GOALS ---
      (1) Log all food and beverages honestly; Drink 10+ water [ MEASURE EVERYTHING !!]
      (2) Exercise 30 min minimum (3000 steps)
      (3) Clean 30 min per day: house or yard or declutter

      TASKS FOR TODAY ---
      Do 20 min stretches and 30 min of walking
      Feed & Water animals -- done
      Water outside plants -- done
      Collect trash & take to bin -- done
      Create template & data for weekend meeting - email DGD -- done
      Do Five -- 15-min declutters -- 1 / each LR, BR, BR2, Kit, DR
      List 5 items for which I am grateful and include reasons -- done

      Want to finish the decluttering so am not adding any other tasks for today ... have plans for the weekend and want the clutter gone.
    • Bex953172
      Bex953172 Posts: 4,048 Member
      I'll admit it, im having a really bad eating day today. :(
      All ive had is a piece of toast and an egg. Its 6pm.

      And now I feel too hungry to even have the energy to make food. So I just gotta wait for Ash to come home with dinner for us and the kids. He did bring me food before but it was disgusting, or atleast I thought it was. So its one of THEM days. Where food doesn't even taste right.

      I really hate days like this, I've been trying to brush it off and pretend I'm OK but I'm not really.

      I want to start an exercise challenge but how can I do that when i can't even eat enough?

      Hopefully feel better tomorrow :(
      Sorry for the miserable post lol..