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my dad was just admitted to the hospital. two weeks of flu symptoms, dipping oxygen levels, difficulty breathing. there haven't been any confirmed cases in my area yet. i'm trying not to get scared here but *kitten* it might end up hitting me close to home after all.

i've seen a couple shops pretty emptied out on canned goods and non-dairy milks, but other than that there doesn't seem to be too much panic in oklahoma. i'm not too worried for myself since i'm young and fairly healthy, but i'm definitely worried about my 65+ mom in california. this is definitely going to spread much more…

you'll make it about 2-5 days, binge, hate yourself and repeat. source: twelve years of anorexia.

saw vii probably. the god awful attempts at 3d effects just stand out in the worst way on a regular screen and seeing chester bennington (rip) try to act is hmmmmmmmmm not great!

seen an uncomfortable amount of people who unironically think those things. nuance is dead.

get at least a high B on my last final and lift a bunch of heavy stuff

i admit i'm not a stellar communicator, especially in conflict, but usually i try to be direct with people i know can change. most of the time i ghost if someone has done something especially heinous, like i've had to ghost abusive partners because otherwise they would know exactly what to do and say to manipulate me into…

Oh my god that's cute you guys think 1750 is low. If I were to go on a cut this instant I'd have to be on about 1400 calories. Some calculators are even saying I'd need to go below 1200. :')

sleep 😂

can hear the siren song through the dang screen

my only family in the state is going on vacation all of thanksgiving week so it'll be my first year at my fiance's family's. making a french silk pie for my future mil because she's apparently bought a whole spread for my inconvenient vegan *kitten* from whole foods. she also hates coconut so i have to make a dairy recipe,…

4x superset: 1min jumprope + 10 goblet squats (20lb) 4x superset: 10x105lb machine leg press + 15 vertical knee raise 5x5x75lb back squat 3x6x40lb split squat 3x10x40lb barbell hip thrust 4x10x40 machine hip adductor/abductor (i know they have zero functionality but i'm going for them glute gains) almost all my workouts…

i've been lifting for about a year and a half, which still puts me solidly in Noob Gains territory. thing is, for a while i haven't been seeing many at all. there was some recomp happening slowly, but not a lot of progress in terms of how much weight i could bear. i'm still in the process of recovering from over a decade…

I know you said cups but now I'm just imagining someone ladling molten hot soup into some poor kid's pillowcase. Anyway, let kids be kids for one day. Parents can limit how much of that candy their kid eats as they see fit.

just reading that gave me diarrhea. use two stones.

my boss brought one of her puppies in and i almost died

my baby daughter

if eating all the fruit is gonna make me sick i don't think i want to be healthy.

muscle milk and ensure both taste like nail polish remover and should be canceled forever

i'm gonna be that guy who gets dark ok because eating disorders make you eat some crazy mess. when i was a kid i used to chew and spit desserts and then slosh the abc soup i'd made around in my mouth to get some more flavor out of it. :# disgusting in concept? chocolate covered crickets. even more disturbing was that they…

dump your nutritionist. that's all i got.

i'm actually not sure if the other star ocean games are any good. i heard 5 was pretty meh. 3 was one of my favorites as a kid so it could just be the nostalgia goggles talking, but that one in particular is fantastic. the voice acting leaves a lot to be desired, but the plot and combat more than make up for it imo. o:)