Beautiful_Warrior94 Member

I use to feel this way. But am starting to drip from that. Sure I do want to get my body healthier and I'm at a good weight and have a fiancé who loves me no matter what. I could be overweight and he would love me the same. You just have to find someone who loves you no matter what size you are. Find someone who doesn't…

Okay don't be an *kitten*.

Okay true, very true. Taylor is tremendously skinnier than usual anymore from when she started. But you never know, her mom has cancer and that runs in her family then. So, you never know.

Well personally I have always been a fan of her. And despite what some people will say I personally think she's very beautiful. Sure she's skinny, but it's not like she forced herself that way like some women in the media, she's just naturally skinny.

I guess I'll need to get use to makeup a bit more then.

Well I guess that's one thing I got from my mom. The thing is I don't want to keep relying on makeup because too much I feel just, I don't know, fake. I feel like I'm covering up who I really am. And I feel like I'm trying to be a different person.

I know I don't want plastic surgery. I don't want to go that crazy. But wouldn't making sure low sodium in your diet is key? Really? And I always wished I had a skinny bone structure or a heart shaped face too.

Sure as long as you're moving. I work at a hotel as housekeeper and I guess if that makes you active mine makes me very active.

I never said I was fully recovered. I'm sorry if I worded it that way. I'm still in the process of recovering.

Another question. But does it make sense to have certain jobs trigger your eating disorder? Like I'm a housekeeper and we are required to clean everything to make it spotless and perfect. So if I make a mistake I just, I don't know I feel useless and like I'm not perfect enough myself. I don't know if I should look for…

I will admit I love cardio. Especially running but I'm trying to incorporate more strength training to tone up and get stronger. My fiancé is helping me there.

By the way feel free to add me. I suffered with B.D.D since I was 7. I played basketball since I was five and no I wasn't the thinnest out of the other girls. I was considered overweight at 7 years old. Middle school is when my doctor told me I had to lose weight, guys in my class would pick on me for my weight. Yes it was…

OSFED what does that stand for?

Okay I think I may know who I am going to start going to. But is it possible by any chance to recover without gaining weight?

Honey listen to me. And I'll try not to make this long as a novel. First off, that BMI you're at right now is perfectly healthy. Second off, the BMI is a messed up hunk of garbage that does not describe your worth, intelligence, how much people love and care for you, or how beautiful you are inside. Sure it'll tell you…

OMG did you just describe my life!

I'm with you dear

By any chance do you know if therapy does weekends?

Well it's just that being so busy and away from the house protein bars are quick and simple for giving me energy throughout the day. And I can't constantly afford to stop at a restaurant every day, if I could I would totally go to Subway. But it's a simple excess for me. I'm not trying to replace them as meal replacements…

Good thing I keep anti gas meds just in case then

I'm not bloated and I don't eat fast

Where do you get vegan chocolate?

Dude chocolate lots of time contains milk. Vegans. Don't. Consume. Milk. From. Cows. Do. You. Understand?

It sparked my curiosity when I found several YouTubers who use to struggle with eating disorders and they mentioned how they recovered as Vegans. Something about how even though they noticed putting weight on they were okay with it because they felt good it was from whole based foods and not processed junk like the…

I'm a poisonous chicken then...don't eat me!

I'm a Vegetarian almost Vegan and I went fishing once. I suck.

Omg you two are the humour to this! Love these!!

I'll check CVS....lets hope I don't go crazy and buy everything in stock

I know I have been a Vegetarian for a long time. But for a while I between I did have to reintroduce some meats into my diet for a brief time. Only to prove to myself I am going Vegetarian for the right way and that I am not just trying to deprive myself and let my eating disorder win over. Now that I am free from Ana and…

I was a vegetarian for five years and I have tried being a Pescatarian before but soon found out quickly fish and seafood make me sick terribly. Any places you know of that sell cheapish supplements?