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I’m thankful for my sobriety. One of the best decisions I’ve ever made was giving up drinking. Today makes two years 🙏🏽 I’m thankful for my mom and best friend. The only two people I can trust in this world. I’m thankful for my cat, Tallulah, because she’s just so cute and sweet. I’m thankful for my beautiful bedroom and…

I developed a rare neurological disorder from taking tetracycline when I was 21.

Shredded steak on top of rice and beans 🤗

HW: 410 CW: 318 GW: 200lbs (Once I get there I will decide if I want to keep losing or maintain)

That thread was great! Thanks 😂

Peanut M&M’s Jolly ranchers Dum dums Kit kat’s Snickers

My cat 😌 Whenever I sit at my vanity she comes running like a little bunny, because she knows that’s where I keep my long shoehorn. She loves when I rub her belly with it 😍

*siiiiiigh* 🙄 I’m aware of that. I guess I shouldn’t have added my sentence. I meant that they’re touted as “healthy” because of their protein content, but a lot of them contain the same amount of sugar and calories as a regular sized snickers bar. I rather just eat a snickers tbh.

Processed food is not the devil. Halo top is trash. Apples are the best fruit on the planet. Kale is disgusting. Sushi is revolting. Protein bars are just glorified, overpriced candy bars with no real nutritional value.

I guess for me it’s out of laziness. I don’t have a washer and dryer unit in my apartment, so I have to go downstairs to the laundry room. I’m always doing a s**** ton of laundry, so I keep my sneakers on while I’m doing it, because I don’t have the patience to keep taking my sneakers on and off, and I don’t like to wear…

Why do people get so........ WEIRD and awkward in communal laundry rooms? I understand it’s a tight space, but like if I’m adding my stuff to the washers and someone comes in to get their stuff out of the dryers. I first ACKNOWLEDGE them and then I stop what I’m doing and I say “I’ll let you get out your stuff” and I…

Chicken and shrimp stir fry on top of cauliflower rice, with two flax pitas topped with guac.

Thin, able bodied people who take the elevator DOWN one flight of stairs. My mom is in a wheelchair and my neighbor and her two kids took up the entire elevator (it’s tiny) the other day and we had to wait for the next one. Not a big deal in the grand scheme of things, but I just find it irksome and it happens a lot. Like…

Cauliflower crust pizza is an abomination. Halo top is not remotely satisfying. Quincy Brown is one of the most beautiful men on the planet.

Turkey burger with quinoa, zucchini and two wasa crackers with guac. Yogurt bowl with strawberries and graham crackers for desert.

Egg and cheese.

Tomato soup with roasted zucchini, spinach and a turkey sandwich.

I don’t know how to manage the stress of taking care of my mother, my depression and staying on track. What makes it even worse is that I’m starting to feel apathetic about the whole thing. I wanted to be thin so bad and now I’m like why? I’ll still be miserable, but just smaller. I don’t care about clothes or finding a…

Not for me, unfortunately 😩😩😩🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️🙇🏽‍♀️😂

- Getting another tattoo. - Telling a crush I like him. - Joining a group chat. - Drinking. - Living in NY again. - pursuing a guy

STRESSED and annoyed. I want my brother to just leave me and my mother alone. I’m so tired of him calling the house. He’s an addict, a narcissist, a manipulator and just an all around nasty person. I have given him so many F******** chances! It’s like I’m out here taking care of our disabled mother alone. I have ENOUGH…

I’ve already mentioned this a few times, but I was a severe alcoholic for 6 years. Quit cold turkey in November of 2016 and haven’t looked back since. I’ve been officially sober for 2 years 😌 I don’t miss it one bit. I dropped out of HS when I was 16 due to severe anxiety and to care for my sick grams. I didn’t go back to…

I really want a boyfriend. He doesn’t have to be gorgeous or have a glamorous job. I don’t care about stuff like that. I just want to be with someone who makes me feel at ease and makes me feel loved. I just want to be with someone who I can laugh and have fun with. I’m feeling sorry for myself today.

Thanks <3 @elsie6hickman I’ve been on antidepressants for a long time. I also go to therapy once a week. My depression was actually worse before I started taking meds. I’m functioning for the most part, but it’s still a battle. Thanks lol. That’s not me in my Avi by the way. It’s a picture of Rihanna (pop star) o:)

Surprisingly I haven’t changed much emotionally since losing weight. In a lot of ways I feel MORE depressed because being smaller was nothing like I thought it was going to be. I still have low self esteem, I still feel unattractive. I still feel kind of “lost” now that food is no longer my crutch. I’m in a lot of pain…

I am REALLY struggling being caregiver. I’m so tired of going to dr’s appointments, doing loads upon loads of soiled linens. I feel so beyond overwhelmed and I’ve been binging to cope. I go therapy once a week, I take meds, I workout...... I wake up every morning with a overwhelming sense of dread. I’ve been doing this for…

Shredded chicken in a Sazon sauce on top of rice and beans o:)

- I can be extremely negative - I complain too much - I can be self absorbed Red flags - Bad temper - Manipulative - Treats customer service people like sh*** - If he’s an Aquarius, Gemini or Aries RUN for the hills.

I can’t attract a man to save my life 😔

My little chubby girl Tallulah <3