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This upsets me so much. I feel so awful for him, though I don't understand it, well maybe I do. I feel like I am beautiful and fit on the inside and I forget I am fat until I see myself in the mirror. It is like I am seeing another person, I don't know her and I don't like her, she is holding me back. All I want to do is…

OMG I thought I was the only one! I love guys tees, and I wear mens shoes too because womens shoes are cut weird and hurt my feet. Reading all your testimonies about wearing your bf/husbands clothes is bitter sweet to me, I am single and that makes me miss having someone and actually I never got to wear my exs clothes bc…

WOW! I never knew all that Id, I have to show this to my mom, She thinks she is not smart enough to go to school but I know for a fact she is. And you have inspired me on a whole new level too. I am so very happy for you and proud of you! Shine on you crazy diamond!

I love this!!!!!! I am always afraid of getting laughed at or people thinking I am disgusting.

You are wise Kelly I totally agree

That is the the kind of person I wish I could find because I am the same way. It is not true love if you would leave your partner over looks. I don't care if they have a deformity, I don't care if they gain weight, if I love them and they love me and we are good to eachother then why would I ruin that over looks. People…

OMG I am rolling! I am sure that "fall" had a little help from those Marines. Gosh I am glad those Marines didn't get in trouble. I hope the one that got stabbed is okay. I have such respect for the military, plus they are hot :smokin:

I certainly hope so. I hope all the time to find true love, anywhere it may be. I do have a crush on one of my mfp friends, and my face turns red every time he posts on my wall or replies to me. But I'd never tell him, I hardly know him and more than likely it would go nowhere but it is nice to have my heart skip a beat…

I do all that AND put smell good lotion on the insides of my thighs. I am a masseuse and I have had stinky women before so I am super self consious about how I smell and how clean I am. I am on the fence about shaving but I think I shaved last time I went. And I hide my undies and bra, its like keeping a little modesty…

I have had to deal with that crap since early childhood. My Grammy was the worst. She even made me eat in front of a mirror once, she was trying to "help" me but all she did was scar me until my mom had enough and went off on her. Now they are opposites. Mom is the one to make hurtful comments and Grammy tells me I look…

I lost my bf/fiance of 4 years to sex addiction. At first I thought it was okay he watched porn, I was curious bc I'd never watched it. But after we moved in together I saw the extent of his addiction. It got worse and worse and I couldn't satisfy him, he would literally have to have porn in front of him to... you know...…

Kevsprincess I thought "wow pretty you look like the wife on King of Queens and it's ironic that the actor that plays the husband, his name is Kevin James and your screen name is Kevsprincess." So yea.

Idd is a very smart and kind lady, I'd take her advice. Yes you are not alone, I am scared of throwing up too bc it hurts so bad. There is something wrong with my diaphragm (a sliding hernia) so when I eat too much it is a big deal to me too and getting sick is very painful. I also know that the only 3 things that help me…

I have been called fat @ss many times and lard butt and bull moose. But it hurts most when it comes from family. I think the most hurtful ones come from my mom. She called me Dairy Queen not long ago and at first I didn't get it but she called me it the next day and said the fat on my back looks like an ice cream cone. She…

what a d-bag! You are gorgeous hun you remind me of a pin up girl from the '40s. I have a similar motivation to yours, I too want to lose a ton of weight and bump into my ex and see his eyes pop out! You can do it! :drinker:

As a Pug owner I love this. Mine are so generous, they try to share their food with me XD

I can't look at that without smiling :laugh:

^ I agree. Carbs are on an individual basis just like calories are and work out routines are. Everyone has different body types. Some do really well with high carb diets and counting just calories, some do well with balanced carb and calories, and some have to concentrate on avoiding carbs. A big thing that is widely…

I agree on the doing hair thing. but sometimes cleaning is a serious workout. Have you ever shampooed floors before, that is harder than mowing a lawn or vacuuming. When I clean I move furniture around to get under stuff. So if my shirt is soaked with sweat and I am panting like a dog then I will log it. Now I can see what…

I'm gonna live to 80 which is fine with me. I don't wanna live into my 90's nobody is going to change my diaper :/

:indifferent: It's 5am here and I'm still awake :noway:

:laugh: that shickled the tit out of me bahahahahaha

Living a Lie: the cheating scumbag who liked little girls I was in love once then he went off his meds

I second that! Number 2 was my fav, but if you have the hourglass figure to suit number 3 then you would look stunning. Number one is too slutty for my taste. Just an opinion among many others. :flowerforyou:

WOW THAT IS THE COOLEST THING EVER!!! :smooched: THANKS! :drinker:

I am American, and I totally agree with this. I even used to be a person who blamed my weight problems on my thyroid and my metabolism. But I don't anymore. I realized my entire life I have sabotaged my diet by sneaking and eating out of rebellion because I didn't like the adults insulting me when I made the mistake of…

Riz you crack me up! :laugh: :sick: :sick: :sick: BRAINS!

I also read that celery is a negative food meaning it burns more calories digesting it than it actually has. So I agree celery. And when I crave chips for some reason cucumbers soaked in vinegar curb it. It is delicious. Canned spinach is not too bad either. Also I heard spicy stuff increases metabolism.

RIZ! You have been hanging around Iddreams too long XD Shame on you! lol I thought of boobs and butt when I saw the title too but bc that is what the song is about.

OMG He sounds like my ex fiancee, that boy made me cry so many times but I never left him for that, but I wish I had bc It took something a lot more serious than that for me to finally leave him.