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Well, the usual M.O. is that she's jealous. But your friend is probably more concerned with the change within you.. In her mind, you're now skinny and that's all that matters, she's not thinking of health, just beauty. First you lost the weight, and now you're taking it further for your health. She's feeling like she's…

I've been there before. When I left my insane ex-boyfriend: When I said, "I'm leaving, my grandma will be here to pick me up in a bit," My ex told me he was going to commit suicide and I had to wrestle a knife from him (dumb, dumb, dumb idea). I grabbed it, and locked myself in the bathroom (it had no windows) and had no…

Homemade chicken and dumplings. I'm feeling sick so, after I went walking my bf surprised me with them because they are my favorite "feel good" treat when I'm sick.

I can't wait to start! I'm getting my weights either today or tomorrow so I can start!

When Nich gave me our daughter to hold her, I carried her up a flight of stairs to our apartment and got winded so bad that I snapped at him to take her back. I thought I'd drop her. My heart was beating so fast. She's so close to walking. By the time she's able to really run and play I want to play with her without having…

I'm looking to loose about 145 lbs total. I'm at 303.6 lbs now. Still have about 139 to go.

My birthday didn't mean too much to me. My 20th Birthday absolutely sucked. I was 350 in the red in my bank account, one of my longtime friends moved away on that day, and the drummer from my favorite band, Avenged Sevenfold, died on my birthday, December 28th, when he was 28 years old. (Creepy for me). Not to mention my…

The word Caramel. How do you pronounce it? I've heard different ways and I'm not sure who's butchering it or saying correctly. Also, my step dad's last name. People try to pronounce it weird ways. It's Mabe. Pronounced like the word "maybe" without the "e" sound. People try to pronounce it like it is the word "maybe". It's…

I'm over three hundred pounds, and I'll be celebrating the day I'm at 299. You've worked your *kitten* off, be proud. You've made the change in your life, you should be absolutely proud.

I've been looking for about a month and a half now, it's hard not to get discouraged. I've lost count of the places I've applied to and I've had four interviews. Then this last one went really well. It's only a seasonal job but has the possibility of becoming permanent. The interview was last Friday, and the interviewer…

I'm a SAHM and a college student but I'm looking for work, because I'm taking the fall semester off.

I hate it when women do that. I get upset when things aren't going right whether it be at work or at home with my boyfriend, but I don't use tears to win an argument or get me out of trouble. I know a girl who does, and it pisses me off to no end when she posts about how mean and horrible her boyfriend is, when he won't…

I'm 22, I'll be 23 in December.

I want to start Insanity but I don't have any hand weights smaller than 20lbs. :/ I will be trying to get them by this weekend.

Same!

I'm not going as anything this year, however, my daughter is going to be a cupcake. :)

I used to get cake mixes and only add water to them, so they'd get to the batter consistency and eat them. It could be made fast, tastes good, and I'd be back upstairs with my concoction before my family could see. Also guilty of devouring fruit roll ups by the box in 10 minutes, hoarding food in my room, and late night…

It's more of a verse, but you have to see the verse to see why the line is my favorite: Five Finger Death Punch- Over and Under it: "Did you hear the one about me being a punk? Did you hear the one about me being a drunk? Did you hear the one about me losing my nerve? Or how I'm just another ****ing sheep in the herd? Did…

The first one I heard from a guy off here: "If you don't start today, a year from now, you'll wish you had." The second comes from a video game (Yep) but isn't technically weight related, but can depending how you look at it: "We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us." -Andrew Ryan, from BioShock.

So, he scares up, you get hurt and he laughs? That sounds a little more than weird...Report the man.

I probably phrased it weird. Lol.

I'm trying hard not to freak out, as I said, it could be something stupid like they just haven't had time to make the call. But I've got my hopes up and it's got me on the edge of my seat. Lol.

The interview was on Friday. I started looking in August 2nd.

@DaniD: Because the last interviews I've had have gone horribly and this is the only one that actually may land me a job. I'm trying to get one before my daughter's birthday which is in a month. This is my only prospect that has gone well so far. Edit: Meant to say I was responding to Dani

Oh, I love these posts, where you wear the same clothes as in your before picture. It's so inspiring to see that you now have room for another person in that dress! Way to go!

I unfortunately got into a relationship with a manipulative guy that was similar. Except he didn't grab my butt. He grabbed my breasts-BOTH-in public. He once had the gall to yank off my towel when I had just gotten out of the shower in front of our 15 year old male neighbor! (When I went in the shower, the neighbor wasn't…

I'm the same way, not new, but back. Sadly, I'm a repeat offender. This time, I feel different about it. There's more at stake this time, and I realized the other times it was solely a vanity project, and that I didn't care about the healthy benefits. This time, I'm actually scared of how my health has been recently. I've…

I met my now boyfriend of two and a half years through a mutual friend's status update on Facebook. We both commented on it, and started talking on chat. One of the first things we talked about was photography, and he mentioned that there wasn't anything he really liked to take pictures of where he lived. I said, "Well…

The only one of my ex's I am even slightly friends with is the one that I never formed a real relationship with. I dated him 2 months, and we were each others back ups. (I was on the rebound and had a crush on him , not ready for anything real/settling. He had another girl he was in love with, and he was settling. We both…

My favorite has been Avenged Sevenfold since 2007. Lately I've been in a Disturbed mood, however. I also like All That Remains, Five Finger Death Punch, Johnny Cash, Def Leppard, Killswitch Engage, Rammstein, Lamb of God, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, Slipknot, Van Halen, and Trivium.