PoisonedCursed Member

I totally understand your words, I can relate so well to them! Being "mad at myself I let this happen again", exactly what I feel throughout the day. I really need to forgive myself, give an opportunity, a second chance and start over from scratch and enjoy the thrill of the ride. Good luck on your third time too, I wish…

That's one excellent way to put it, and you're right God is not finished with us yet. I guess the purpose of these obstacles and difficulties is so that we can learn to appreciate the finer things in life and know the value of hardwork and dedication. I do need that energy, I need to search it within me and I believe the…

It's really great knowing someone have walked down this road like me before. Your words are really encouraging :) I walk one and a half hours everyday. I run up and down the stairs to get my heart pumping, I've read articles saying it's a good cardio and it really is. Usually combined these two with calorie allowance of…

You're so right, I used to oversleep. I did sleep during the day as well as night too. This depression messed up my exams as well, i couldnt study and i'd be asleep most of the time. And it would be like I'm physically drained, had no energy and always felt tired.

All of you guys here are such a great beacon of hope for me. Really, I've been having several terrible days trying to get back on the wagon and none of the days have been as promising and enlightening as today have been. I owe it all to u, all credits to each and everyone of you who took their time to reply. I only hope we…

At the end of the day, I think it's still better to fail trying rather than fail without doing a damn thing about it

You're all right, and thanks for taking ur time to comment. It means a great deal hearing these and having some sense knocked back into me. I love the "Dont focus on the results". Yes, I should be taking it one day at a time and keep going without giving up

Thanks a lot, your words help more than I can say. It's just that it's hard to be optimistic when I'm depressed majority of the time

Indeed, well-said. You have to keep working on yourself and not let yourself slip away because that was my biggest mistake...after my break-up I let myself go to waste and not a day goes by that I wish I could've done things differently for myself. I kept making bad decisions, eating like hell, and gaining 20 lbs in five…

I think it's a great thing you did there, to change for the better to lead a better lifestyle. Don't feel bad, you should be feeling proud of yourself for what you have managed to accomplish. I'd give anything to turn my life around, get fit, and have enough dedication in me. Too bad that I feel like I'm out of energy,…

Well-said :)

I like how my mind works, the way I think. I dislike how often I get carried away and becomes emotional.

I'm so glad to learn I'm not alone in this struggle. It's really great reading all these comments and posts :) However it's nagging me in the back of my mind that this time time around is much harder to lose weight. I've been dieting and exercising but my scales wouldn't budge, is it just me or are there others as well?…

Hi there. I'm completely new here too, I just signed up like a few mins ago. I'm in somewhat of a similar situation as you, I can feel your words of the fear keeping you from going forward. I had to deal with the disappointment of falling off the wagon along with the depression from various things such as a horrible…