A little depressed tonight

acogg
acogg Posts: 1,870 Member
I started taking pictures of myself before starting the 30 day shred. Two weeks later, ready to start level 2, I FEEL different. I FEEL like my muscles are getting higher and tighter, yet the pictures still look like a dumpy, middle aged fat woman. I am no longer fat, according the the BMI I am in the mid range for healty BMI. I still have plenty of fat because I can feel it when I grab my own flesh. It's not loose skin, or old skin, it is grabby fat. I still look like every barrel shaped female in my lineage.

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  • jeme3
    jeme3 Posts: 355 Member
    Some times it's hard to see our own transformation. Post some pictures in your profile- I'll bet we'll see a difference!
  • katejkelley
    katejkelley Posts: 839 Member
    I think it's pretty normal to see our own preconceived images when we look at ourselves. I bet those around you have really noticed a change. Are your clothes fitting looser? Do you have more energy? Do you feel stronger? If so, you're doing great! Let yourself enjoy it!
  • trixiemou
    trixiemou Posts: 554 Member
    Hi, I have two days to complete level 3. So nearly there!

    I took photos at the start and again at the end of level 1. I like you, could see the difference in how toned my arms and core were but looking on the photos......zilch..... Keep on going as each set seems to concentrate on different aspects of your body. It closer to 60 days than the 30 for me to complete and I will take photos to see if the is a noticeable difference, I am still feeling and seeing differences myself. I am not sure I will have the nerve to post them as I am hoping that it is not just my minds eye that is being kind. The fact that you are doing this it has to make a difference, slowly, slowly as they say.

    Am not sure if this is exactly encouraging hahah........

    You are gonna look great, keep shredding!
    Tricia
  • It takes a lot longer to get the extra fat off. Keep at it, it will come off.
    I was like that too. I kept at it and I have loose skin but the grabby fat is getting smaller.

    I started at the beginning of August to give you a time frame for how long it took me. Every one is different.

    Just keep going.
  • readthat
    readthat Posts: 136
    Whenever I have started working out, I definitely felt thinner and more in shape before I looked it. That is normal. It's a process and keep it up and you will eventually see a change.
  • jakidb
    jakidb Posts: 1,010 Member
    Don't be so hard on yourself; normally what "we see" is not what "others see" :)
    You say you feel better, hey, that's what matters--PROGRESS :)
  • acogg
    acogg Posts: 1,870 Member
    Thanks for your support and encouragement, everyone. I truly appreciate it. As much as I tried to tell myself that all this exercise isn't worth it, I did complete day 1 of level 2 in spite of myself. So, I guess that's a small victory!
  • I keep saying the same thing but i Tried on my best black trousers that were to small 6mth ago and now they are vary loose so go of how your clothes fit i say
  • dbanks80
    dbanks80 Posts: 3,685 Member
    I keep saying the same thing but i Tried on my best black trousers that were to small 6mth ago and now they are vary loose so go of how your clothes fit i say

    This ^

    I might not be ripped or have six pack abs or look like the image i have in my mind but as long as my clothes are beginning to feel loose and I look great in them then I am content! And I feel healthier so it's definitely worth it!!

    Stick with it!
  • LMT2012
    LMT2012 Posts: 697 Member
    Definitely time for a clothes shopping trip. Try a personal shopper at Macy's or whatever. They charge nothing, just help you power shop. Ordinarily I am not a fan of "retail therapy" but something to compliment your shape will go a long way to helping you see yourself as a healthy, fit woman.
  • trixiemou
    trixiemou Posts: 554 Member
    Definitely time for a clothes shopping trip. Try a personal shopper at Macy's or whatever. They charge nothing, just help you power shop. Ordinarily I am not a fan of "retail therapy" but something to compliment your shape will go a long way to helping you see yourself as a healthy, fit woman.

    Absolutely agree on this one!
  • Kitsada
    Kitsada Posts: 105 Member
    Hey lady, give yourself some credit! For a woman who couldn't do a push up, signing up to start something called a 30 day shred??? Just cause people are talking about it on here doesn't mean just anyone can do that, not at all.

    Take me. I'm terrified just of the NAME of the thing. lol. (Ye may recall I can't do a push up either).

    Keep it up, if you can do it, do it. If you can make yourself find the motivation to do it, do it. Changes that don't show in pictures may show in how many grocery bags you can carry easily, or how easily you pop up the stairs now... and theres the clothes... start digging around in your closet if the shopping isn't an option. Look for something that was too small a few months ago...

    Good luck, and keep it up!
  • GiGiBeans
    GiGiBeans Posts: 1,062 Member
    I lost a few lbs and inches doing 30 Day Shred but there was no major transformation. Do I think it was worth it? Hell yeah! I went from a huffing and puffing barely keeping up uncoordinated mess to a better balancing, more energetic with more cardio endurance mess! After Shred I went from 20 mins on my elliptical to an hr! Instead of feeling like I'm having a heart attack after walking a few flights of stairs I could walk 24 flights, then jog them and tonite I ran them!

    So keep it up and you'll realize the gains outweigh the losses!
  • pkw58
    pkw58 Posts: 2,038 Member
    I have found that adding more walking time and more of mybarre3 and yoga to my day instantly lifts me and gets me out of that downhill slide to feeling depressed. ( Also playing my french horn, but I don't think that is for eveyone on the forum)

    I am making a list on my "notes" application on my iPad.. it is a list of things to do when I am overwhelmed or feeling blue. You did one of the things on my list - post about it here!

    The one thing I keep seeing posts on ... we didn't get out of shape overnight, so give yourself time to get into the shape you want to be.
  • rainghirl
    rainghirl Posts: 203 Member
    Don't worry too much - film and photos make people look bigger than they really are, that is why there is so much pressure on actors and models to keep thin. You know you are are looking better, and you feel better. They say the camera never lies, that's bollocks - it does! Don't be discouraged.