Oh boy this is a huge issue for me as well. I found at about 6 months out that I do try to eat my emotions. I'm sorry for everything you are going through and hope things get better. The surgery has changed me a lot because in the begining it just was not physiclly possible for me to eat my emotions at 6 months out I could do it but still nothing like I could have done before the surgery. I had the vsg tho and didn't expect things to make me sick. You having the RNY I have heard that you can get sick or dumping. But I do think with the RNY there are still slider foods that wouldnt make you sick. I know my friend had RNY and some things like crackers I think she said wheat thins where sliders for her they didnt make her sick no matter how many she ate. It could be that at 6 months out things are pretty much healed not any more swelling inside so its easier to fit more food. And also it could be winter I know Im sick of winter its depressing for me I can't wait for the weather to change. I also have changed in the sence that I try not to let things get to me emotion wise. I used to let everything get to me and I would worry about everything everyone and it was all issues that I could not fix. Since surgery I have had to tell myself a lot that I can't do anything to fix the issues so no need to sit and worry ( I know easier said then done). It sounds harsh but I have learned that I have to take care of myself or else I will be no good to anyone else. You have and are doing so well this whole thing is defenitly a process. One thing that might help is to not have the food that you are not suppose to eat in the house. I learned I had to do that with some foods because they were just too tempting on bad days. Hang in there.