I'm 23 years old, a stay at home wife, no children. Also, I am a freelance model and I have a lot of pressure to be thin.

I've had various eating disorders since I was 12, as well as self harm. It started with binging and I ballooned up by the time I was 16, I suddenly stopped eating. I didn't know what anorexia was then. After almost a year, when life stabled out, I started eating normally, and then fell into binging. Then, non-stop binging and purging... This went on for 5 years. The past 2 years have been ups and downs. I'm ready to feel normal. Not just for my sake but for my husband's as well.

Not going to lie... I'm sensitive, shy, and my goals are a bit on the low side but I want to achieve them while being conscious of my health. I want to know the world wont end if I never get as this as I think I need to be, and I need to have discipline and exercise rather than purge. That is my biggest weakness...

Please add me if you would like to be friends. Thanks for taking the time to read this. It was hard to open up...