Day 44: Do you see yourself as a happy person? Do you think others see you as a happy person?

Unfortunately no, I am definitely a pessimist who sees the negative in everything. I don't know why, I've got nothing but great people and things in my life. I wish I could be more positive. I think others see me as *****y in general. My close few friends get my sense of humor, other people probably just think I'm mean and snobby. My friends and I were called the "mean girls" in my post-graduate college class (same group of 100 students for the full three years). I don't think that's a compliment, really. I think people where just intimidated by us, but really we were just as insecure as everyone else and buddied up right on the first day and just stayed that way. I also have come to the realization that being a certain number on the scale or pants size has absolutely nothing to do with my happiness, it contributes to my grumpy mood sometimes when the scale goes up, but in general my disposition is not affected by my appearance.