I need advice. I won't go into the WHOLE story because it will take too long but ill give you the gist: I've had this best friend for 15 years+,she got pregnant 3 years ago with a baby that had downs,decided to terminate at 4 months and tried to get pregnant again. I was super supportive like any good friend would be.Two years after,I got pregnant with baby O and tried to avoid talking about my pregnancy or anything related to being pregnant,in fear of upsetting her. She even wrote me an email saying,while she's "happy" for me,she just cant bare to hear anything good or bad about me being pregnant. So in response,i told her,maybe we should take a break being friends but she declined.

During this time,I had gone through a horrible experience with my family,restraining order against my brother,being evicted (By my own mother) and looking for a new place to live with a newborn and a 3 year old. Also during this time, my supposed best friend got pregnant,never came over to see my daughter or even called to see how I was doing. She had the baby one month ago and would text me asking all these questions related to nursing etc: i even insisted on coming to her house to help out but i started thinking,why should I be the nice guy when she wasn't there for me; now that she has a baby,she can be involved in my life?

I recently called her to talk this through but she hasn't returned my call. Should I drop her? Because Im really feeling like i should. I'm not the kind of person who easily walks away from friendships but at this point,I feel like,why even try?! I need to get this off my chest. Do I write her an email (at length) explaining the hurt she's caused or do I just delete her from my life?