Struggling

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I am really really struggling with eating well.
I've been a ing binge periods and now all I can think about is fasts and diet pills.
I don't want this. I am 30 years old. I have no self control.
I have no motivation. I gate the way I look and feel.
**** this sucks

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  • StillHunger
    StillHunger Posts: 6 Member
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    I know how you feel... not the pills but the fasting for sure!
    It's not as bad as before but I got really triggered a few
    weeks ago...

    I am 31 and frankly I thought this wouldn't happen to me
    again and here I am... Pretty much only this forum is
    what I have...

    I hate the way I look and feel too... you're not alone
    but we are our worse critics in some ways... Ed
    doesn't see things clearly... always focusing on
    the negative, right? You can do this, don't give up
    on yourself! : )
  • yulinda
    yulinda Posts: 154 Member
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    I'm 32 and I understand. I have done pills, fasts, laxatives all types of bs. Its hard to get out of this rut. The hardest step is the first one though. I have nit binged in months and each day that I don't the temptation lessens. When the urge hit you must fight it, find something else to do, distract yourself until it past. Do that and it will be easier the next time. It sucks, its hard but you can do it.