Well yesterday has got to be one of the worst days of my life. It started where I had to go to the dentist because I had this gap in my back teeth and I thought for sure I had a cavity. So I get there and find that I just have a really old filling that came out and he needs to put in a new one. No biggie, sure, lets do this. He gets to numbing up my jaw, nothing too bad, a common occurrence in the dental chair... when suddenly, my whole face burns and my eye gets blurry. I started screaming and kicking to get him to stop and he tells me that "ITS RARE BUT IT DOES HAPPEN," which should just be my moto cause the craziest stuff always happen to me!! Anyways, he said that very rarely, the numbing liquid gets into the optical nerve and makes you feel like a wasp stung you in the eye! Yeah, that about sums up that pain too. So we get that done and over with finally and I head to my doctors.

I had been having some knee issues for a while but when my asthma was getting a to a point where I could barely control it anymore, I finally made an appt. She says that my knee is inflamed and I have to take anti inflammatorys for 10 days and can't work out for that long!! Then she tells me that my lungs are not doing well and she really highly suggests that I go back on singular!! I don't know if I had enlightened you all with that story, but that medicine turned my sweet little eight year old baby into a monster who wanted to hurt people and herself and we had to put up all of our knives, razors, anything she could do harm with to herself or others. I didn't feel anything while on the medicine but it still scares me. However, she said I was in bad shape and she really wants me to reconsider. So now I not only have to take that medicine but I have to hide it from my daughter because it was so hard to convince it wasn't her thinking those bad thoughts, it was the medicine.

And to wrap up my "wonderful" day, I had to take my little girl, 6, to the dr for what we thought was her second spider bite. We found out that she was misdiagnosed the first time and that it was a staph infection!! So I had to hold her down as they drained it and she screamed horrible things like, "no please just leave me alone," and "please stop it your hurting," and "please go away and don't hurt me anymore," It was so hard. I cried, held her still, but cried too. She is okay now and going on the right meds to clear it up but it was something that's so hard to watch as a mother.

SO yeah.... worst day ever!!

The only good thing was that Dell came and repaired my computer and it works like it is straight from the box and brand new.

I can't work out! I'm so sad 11 days more to finish the shred... I'm considering finishing and then taking the anti inflammatory, but I don't know, prob not the best idea.