Help I am so depressed with this disease
samjoy
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To give you a brief background. I was diagnosed with Hashimotos 2 years ago about 8 months after I had my second one. Although I think I may have had it since I had my first but was undiagnosed.
My dr (GP) initially prescribed a very high dose (125 mcg) of synthroid for me and I reacted very badly to it - I was jittery heart racing just generally unwell for a couple of weeks before I just could not continue on it any more.
I stopped using it and started going to an endo (went through two at the time). The second endo I saw came highk=ly recommended but wanted to always follow everything by the book. my TSH was essentially within range and therefore she said I dont need any medication because my thyroid was working. After the intial testing she would only prescripe the TSH tests - she never even checked all my other levels because apparently they dont need to be checked if the TSH is normal. This went on for a couple of years till recently I found this forum and a whole bunch of information on the internet about gluten intolerance and hashi. I quit gluten, started doing my own research and found a very famous dr - Kenneth Blanchard in my area who specializes in this very condition and an underactive although still functioning thyroid.
I thought I had finally hit the jackpot and was shown the way to feeling well again. The dr is very expensive he does not take insurance any more and you have to pay out of pocket. Meeting him was great - he said all the right things and said I could have pretty much walked in with a big 'H' on my forehead because my symptoms so fit the bill. Before meeting him I got TSH, free T4 and vitamin D testing done because thats all he does/needs (he says free T3 tests are very 'in the moment' and not a true indication of your conversion ability).
Anyways he gave me this T4 medication - 25 mcg - Tirosint which is a pure form of levoxy. with no fillers in a gel form. This is supposed to be better for you. The first two days I took it I did not feel very well - very sleepy within an hour of taking the meds, very irritable. That seemed to go away after two days but then the heart racing, palpitations, anxiety, restless legs etc. started. I lasted for about 9 days before I just could not take it any more and last night I didnt take my normal dose (he told me to take it at night with food because its potent in the gel form). The night before I stopped I did not sleep until 3 a.m. because of my racing heart and anxiety.
I talked to him this morning and he is now prescribing me a compounded, slow release form of Armour. I will get it next week and until then I should stop taking my meds. He said becuase of how strongly I reacted to such a low dose of T4, I probably am a poor converter of T4 to T3.
I am so depressed that what I had pinned all my hopes against is not working for me. I really thought this dr was going to be my life savior and that my first trial of whatever he prescribed would just work. Naieve, I know but thats how desperate I am for help!
I am just looking for some succcess stories on what has worked for you if you experienced something similar? Or even if your story is not the same, just in general what worked for you with getting your thyroid function under control!
Thanks
My dr (GP) initially prescribed a very high dose (125 mcg) of synthroid for me and I reacted very badly to it - I was jittery heart racing just generally unwell for a couple of weeks before I just could not continue on it any more.
I stopped using it and started going to an endo (went through two at the time). The second endo I saw came highk=ly recommended but wanted to always follow everything by the book. my TSH was essentially within range and therefore she said I dont need any medication because my thyroid was working. After the intial testing she would only prescripe the TSH tests - she never even checked all my other levels because apparently they dont need to be checked if the TSH is normal. This went on for a couple of years till recently I found this forum and a whole bunch of information on the internet about gluten intolerance and hashi. I quit gluten, started doing my own research and found a very famous dr - Kenneth Blanchard in my area who specializes in this very condition and an underactive although still functioning thyroid.
I thought I had finally hit the jackpot and was shown the way to feeling well again. The dr is very expensive he does not take insurance any more and you have to pay out of pocket. Meeting him was great - he said all the right things and said I could have pretty much walked in with a big 'H' on my forehead because my symptoms so fit the bill. Before meeting him I got TSH, free T4 and vitamin D testing done because thats all he does/needs (he says free T3 tests are very 'in the moment' and not a true indication of your conversion ability).
Anyways he gave me this T4 medication - 25 mcg - Tirosint which is a pure form of levoxy. with no fillers in a gel form. This is supposed to be better for you. The first two days I took it I did not feel very well - very sleepy within an hour of taking the meds, very irritable. That seemed to go away after two days but then the heart racing, palpitations, anxiety, restless legs etc. started. I lasted for about 9 days before I just could not take it any more and last night I didnt take my normal dose (he told me to take it at night with food because its potent in the gel form). The night before I stopped I did not sleep until 3 a.m. because of my racing heart and anxiety.
I talked to him this morning and he is now prescribing me a compounded, slow release form of Armour. I will get it next week and until then I should stop taking my meds. He said becuase of how strongly I reacted to such a low dose of T4, I probably am a poor converter of T4 to T3.
I am so depressed that what I had pinned all my hopes against is not working for me. I really thought this dr was going to be my life savior and that my first trial of whatever he prescribed would just work. Naieve, I know but thats how desperate I am for help!
I am just looking for some succcess stories on what has worked for you if you experienced something similar? Or even if your story is not the same, just in general what worked for you with getting your thyroid function under control!
Thanks
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bumping up as I realized my posting to a lot of other posts pushed my post down lol. Hoping someone replies....0
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You're almost there! Even with the right Dr and meds it will need to be changed and tweaked at first.
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My endo had to adjust my Synthroid 5 times before I became stable at 112 mcg.0
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I know how you feel. It took me years to start feeling better as well, and yes, it is depressing! It took me about 5 years to get my hypo Dx and another 3 to find out I had Hashi's. I took synthroid for a few years off and on with no change in symptoms. I tried levo and cytomel which made me bat **** crazy (literally..I was a basket case), then I found Armour. It took me 8 whole depressing months for my body to start accepting it. I have a feeling that after years of taking synthetic meds and having a conversion issue it took a long time for my body to clean itself up and start using thyroid hormones properly. I think I still have a conversion issue, but my current endo won't even test me for Reverse T3 so I don't know officially. I switched to Westhroid-P a few months ago since it has less fillers than Armour and felt a bit better still, but I still have room for improvement so I am looking for yet another doctor.
Most recently I had to fight with my endo to get a refill called in since I ran out of refills and my next blood draw isn't until 12/2 so I was without my meds for a week and now I feel a Hashi swing coming. I'm exhausted but can't sleep well. I got maybe 2 hours of sleep last night >_< I really wish there was a magic band-aid we could slap over our thyroid and be all better.
This disease sucks, just know that you aren't alone!! :flowerforyou:0 -
Well I have had many symptoms as you have gone through. I have had Hashimoto's Thyroid Disease for the past 16 years after my second child. My thyroid is underactive but still functions. I use Levothyroxine 125 MCG Tablet. It sounds you are getting closer so it gets stabilized. Keep your chin up.0