idon't know my lw
PursuingPerfect
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I don't know what my lowest weight was and its driving me nuts. I was weighed at the doctors several times and he told me it was to low. Told me if I came back to his office and had lost any more weight he'd try to have me put in the psychiatric hospital. Back then it wasn't about weight, it was about food. So I couldn't have cared less about what number he wrote down on his chart . But now...now that I'm"healthy" I NEED TO KNOW. I went back and got copies of the records but now my issues is that when I was weighed I was wearing several layers of clothing. So I have no way of knowing. Can't get it out of my head. I got rid of all the pictures of me from back then so I can't even guesstimate. Can anyone relate?
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Yes! I was just thinking yesterday about all of the pictures I chucked since I was so ashamed of how sick I looked. I was journaling and having a hard moment so I think it would be helpful to me to know I could simply look at a picture to remind my self how bad it got. I'll admit I've been having more hard moments and worry of relapse is always there but then I remind my self I'm an adult and need to snap out of it lol!
As far as knowing what your " Real " weight was, you could always go through your clothing now, find something comparable to what you were wearing at the time you were weighed in and do the math now
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Now that is a great idea! Thanks!0
