I am a 25 year old wife and mother of 3 beautiful children. I love the Lord deeply and lately I have been struggling with being too hard on myself. I judge myself like there is no tomorrow. It's going to sound sad but with motherhood and being a wife I have not had the chance to make friends. I constantly find some sort of insecurity in myself and tell myself that I cant reach my goals. I used to be this great social butterfly and I was involved with every church activity, ministry, etc in my church while growing up. I suppose the doubt in myself is also due to having a parent who told me that I won't amount to much and a "religious" background is not a pleasant one. I am looking for Sisters in Christ who are loving, and willing to just be a friend. I find myself saying I am alone when in fact I am not it's just the perception that the devil tries to put into my mind. I am a dedicated woman who loves the Lord and I have had a warped version taught to me from my father. I guess what I am trying to say is I am looking to start fresh and begin the journey that God has for me. I know there are people that God wishes for me to connect with and I know He will provide me with peace if I just open up. I feel like I have locked myself up for far too long. Haha you would never guess with how much writing I do. I am a photography girl and pictures are a wonderful source of comfort. However I desire more and I don't want to feel alone. Thank you for listening. Anyone feel free to add me, I would love to hear from you! I want to encourage orthers it's in my heart and I know I have a purpose, I am just not sure what it is just yet. Over the years the picture has become more clear but it's like a puzzle and I am just trying to find the missing pieces.