So I had a small melt down today we are less than 9 months out from our wedding date and I realized today that I don't even like the wedding I have been planning. I think the wedding would have been beautiful and perfect. . . for someone else. But not for me, I let other people tell me what I would like most and how I had to invite certain people and this had to be done this way ect ect. Well I had a heart to heart with my fiancee today (I broke down) and told him I didn't want the wedding at that location and I don't want a big wedding I would rather have a really nice honey since our budget allows for either a small wedding and nice honeymoon or big wedding and no honeymoon. I was losing sight of the point of the day and I don't want that at all so now we will be having a beautiful intimate wedding probably in July or August instead of October and the funny thing is that I am no longer stressed out about it, just excited! I am only going to be missing out on a $250 deposit so I am upset about it.

Has anyone else changed their mind part way through? Am I crazy for doing this? Any opinions?