LiveMore101- Bulking Journal
LiveMore101
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All right! Hello!
Here I am with the most exciting news! I have just started to bulk!
Let's be honest though. Sure, bulking is exciting, but it's also quite frightening. After just losing +18 lbs, it's rather taxing mentally to have to gain a bunch back again. I've gone through a series of freak outs and panic attacks, like literally. I'm an extremist, unfortunately, and rather dramatic, so when having to actually go against my goal at the beginning of the year and to gain weight again.... Well. It's difficult.
But, I know for one thing, because I am ABSOLUTE proof... You do NOT get your "dream body" through cardio. And lifting light 5 lb weights. No. No. No.
I'm kind of on the skinny-fat side right now and my whole goal in January was to lose the fat and look toned. I did hours upon hours of endless, gruesome cardio. I am NOT a cardio fan. And I managed to lose all I wanted. But unfortunately, I didn't lose the negative feelings towards how I looked. Apparently, it was because I was doing everything wrong. I really should have just started bulking at my highest weight, which wasn't HORRIBLE, and then started to cut. Because I was definitely used to eating a lot. But now, after bringing myself into a calorie deficit for the past 5 months or so, it's hard to have to bring myself back up. I'm currently trying to reach 1650 and am wanting to increase 50-100 calories every two weeks. Right now, it's not going the absolute best, but I'm getting there. I WILL get there.
But, anyways, that was a little background info on me.
Back to the actual bulking part of my little journey...
I am currently on Day 4 of the "Fat Days" and not feeling the greatest... :P I have my doubts and moments of wanting to give up (already), but I'm not one who gives up easily. If I want something, I'll go for it! Even if it's hard. Hard does not mean impossible.
I've been reaching around 1400 calories over the past 4 days, and as I said, I'm making my way up to 1650 at the moment. I'm also doing an upper/lower body split workout 4 days a week. Today was my upper body workout. :P And let me tell you... I'm SORE!
I'm not very strong yet because I can barely lift the darn barbell, which is only 40 pounds. That shows how weak I am. But, hey! We all have to start somewhere, right? For squats and deadlifts and all those other big compound movements, I'm just at 40 lbs. In the "About Me" section of my profile, I list my goals for where I want to be at when it comes to lifting weights. I'd tell you, but I've kind of forgotten.
Oh! One last thing, just if people are curious:
My starting weight in the beginning of January was 119 lbs.
Current weight for me right now is: 101 lbs.
My goal weight for bulking by February (2015): 115-116. (I just don't want to hit that dreaded 119 again).
I am a shortie. I'm 5"1 1/2. Us shorties rock.
I'm hoping to gain no more than 2 lbs a month, because even that seems kind of high. I'd like for it to measure around 1-1.5 lbs a month. But, we'll see.
But anyways, I just thought I'd throw this out there. In case people are interested, or if you have ANY advice, I would LOVE to hear it! Seriously. Especially if you're an expert in helping someone get over a feeling of being fat consistently.
Here I am with the most exciting news! I have just started to bulk!
Let's be honest though. Sure, bulking is exciting, but it's also quite frightening. After just losing +18 lbs, it's rather taxing mentally to have to gain a bunch back again. I've gone through a series of freak outs and panic attacks, like literally. I'm an extremist, unfortunately, and rather dramatic, so when having to actually go against my goal at the beginning of the year and to gain weight again.... Well. It's difficult.
But, I know for one thing, because I am ABSOLUTE proof... You do NOT get your "dream body" through cardio. And lifting light 5 lb weights. No. No. No.
I'm kind of on the skinny-fat side right now and my whole goal in January was to lose the fat and look toned. I did hours upon hours of endless, gruesome cardio. I am NOT a cardio fan. And I managed to lose all I wanted. But unfortunately, I didn't lose the negative feelings towards how I looked. Apparently, it was because I was doing everything wrong. I really should have just started bulking at my highest weight, which wasn't HORRIBLE, and then started to cut. Because I was definitely used to eating a lot. But now, after bringing myself into a calorie deficit for the past 5 months or so, it's hard to have to bring myself back up. I'm currently trying to reach 1650 and am wanting to increase 50-100 calories every two weeks. Right now, it's not going the absolute best, but I'm getting there. I WILL get there.
But, anyways, that was a little background info on me.
Back to the actual bulking part of my little journey...
I am currently on Day 4 of the "Fat Days" and not feeling the greatest... :P I have my doubts and moments of wanting to give up (already), but I'm not one who gives up easily. If I want something, I'll go for it! Even if it's hard. Hard does not mean impossible.
I've been reaching around 1400 calories over the past 4 days, and as I said, I'm making my way up to 1650 at the moment. I'm also doing an upper/lower body split workout 4 days a week. Today was my upper body workout. :P And let me tell you... I'm SORE!
I'm not very strong yet because I can barely lift the darn barbell, which is only 40 pounds. That shows how weak I am. But, hey! We all have to start somewhere, right? For squats and deadlifts and all those other big compound movements, I'm just at 40 lbs. In the "About Me" section of my profile, I list my goals for where I want to be at when it comes to lifting weights. I'd tell you, but I've kind of forgotten.
Oh! One last thing, just if people are curious:
My starting weight in the beginning of January was 119 lbs.
Current weight for me right now is: 101 lbs.
My goal weight for bulking by February (2015): 115-116. (I just don't want to hit that dreaded 119 again).
I am a shortie. I'm 5"1 1/2. Us shorties rock.
I'm hoping to gain no more than 2 lbs a month, because even that seems kind of high. I'd like for it to measure around 1-1.5 lbs a month. But, we'll see.
But anyways, I just thought I'd throw this out there. In case people are interested, or if you have ANY advice, I would LOVE to hear it! Seriously. Especially if you're an expert in helping someone get over a feeling of being fat consistently.
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YAY! Welcome, welcome! Yes, bulking is a mind *kitten* and it will be that way through your entire bulk. So just know that it's normal - we've all been there. Curious - how long have you been lifting progressively?0
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YAY! Welcome, welcome! Yes, bulking is a mind *kitten* and it will be that way through your entire bulk. So just know that it's normal - we've all been there. Curious - how long have you been lifting progressively?
Thank you! It TOTALLY is! :P Okay. It's normal. Got that. I'll keep it in mind.
Well, when I was being a "cardio bunny" I would lift weights maybe 3 times a week, but just the 5-8 pounds. On Monday, I officially started using the barbell and have already done bench presses and squats and dead lifts with it. So, if that's what you mean by progressively... Then two days. Because yesterday was my rest day.0 -
YAY! Welcome, welcome! Yes, bulking is a mind *kitten* and it will be that way through your entire bulk. So just know that it's normal - we've all been there. Curious - how long have you been lifting progressively?
Thank you! It TOTALLY is! :P Okay. It's normal. Got that. I'll keep it in mind.
Well, when I was being a "cardio bunny" I would lift weights maybe 3 times a week, but just the 5-8 pounds. On Monday, I officially started using the barbell and have already done bench presses and squats and dead lifts with it. So, if that's what you mean by progressively... Then two days. Because yesterday was my rest day.
If you are totally new to weightlifting with progressive overload, from what I've heard (I have no facts to back this up, so please take it with a grain of salt) that you should be lifting for at least 4-6 months before attempting a bulk.
http://strengthunbound.com/bulking-complete-guide-for-beginners/
This is just Waldo's blog, so if any other ladies can provide more insight, please chime in!! At least it will give you something to research and make sure that bulking now would be beneficial for you.0 -
So, it just says that I shouldn't be in a HUGE calorie surplus if I haven't been lifting for a while. That's why, I want to slowly, make my way up to 2150. Every two weeks I'll increase by 50-100 calories. Right now, I'm still a TINY bit below maintenance. But I'm trying to get up to 1650. But, if I increase around 50-100 every two weeks, it'll be a little while before I hit 2150. Around 2-3 months, I think. That would be all right, wouldn't it?YAY! Welcome, welcome! Yes, bulking is a mind *kitten* and it will be that way through your entire bulk. So just know that it's normal - we've all been there. Curious - how long have you been lifting progressively?
Thank you! It TOTALLY is! :P Okay. It's normal. Got that. I'll keep it in mind.
Well, when I was being a "cardio bunny" I would lift weights maybe 3 times a week, but just the 5-8 pounds. On Monday, I officially started using the barbell and have already done bench presses and squats and dead lifts with it. So, if that's what you mean by progressively... Then two days. Because yesterday was my rest day.
If you are totally new to weightlifting with progressive overload, from what I've heard (I have no facts to back this up, so please take it with a grain of salt) that you should be lifting for at least 4-6 months before attempting a bulk.
http://strengthunbound.com/bulking-complete-guide-for-beginners/
This is just Waldo's blog, so if any other ladies can provide more insight, please chime in!! It will give you something to research and make sure that bulking now would be beneficial for you.0 -
So, it just says that I shouldn't be in a HUGE calorie surplus if I haven't been lifting for a while. That's why, I want to slowly, make my way up to 2150. Every two weeks I'll increase by 50-100 calories. Right now, I'm still a TINY bit below maintenance. But I'm trying to get up to 1650. But, if I increase around 50-100 every two weeks, it'll be a little while before I hit 2150. Around 2-3 months, I think. That would be all right, wouldn't it?
I was referring more to newbie gains being a result of your nervous system adapting to the progressive overload rather than building muscle when I said I've heard you should weight train for at least 4-6 months before bulking.
Here is the part of the blog that speaks to this:
The body adapts to strength training at first through your nervous system, using the muscle you have more efficiently, and by increasing the number of nuclei in the muscles (which itself does not contribute to size). This initial adaptation acts as a foundation that will eventually allow hypertrophy to occur. [1]
When you first start strength training, the body just isn’t ready to grow bigger muscles efficiently.
When you have more than ample capacity for beginner strength gains, training doesn’t produce as much muscle tension or fatigue as the existing muscle is capable of producing. Given the exact same amount of muscle mass, if you compare a person that has been strength training 6 months vs. one that has been training 2 weeks, the more experienced trainee will be much stronger and will gain muscle much more efficiently in a calorie surplus.
Eventually beginner gains will slow down, once this occurs you will be able to efficiently grow bigger muscles. How will you know you’ve reach this point? Set to set and workout to workout fatigue will begin to increase dramatically, and workout to workout linear strength progression will begin to stall.
It should take 4-6 months of regular strength training for beginner gains start to slow down. You can definitely begin to bulk before this point, though efficiency will be sacrificed a bit (resulting in greater fat gain). Note however untrained individuals that have just begun strength training should wait a few months before attempting a calorie surplus.
This doesn't mean you can't bulk. You just may not be as efficient at building muscle than someone who has exhausted their newbie gains.0 -
I hadn't heard about what freckles suggested, but it makes sense and is worth considering. Also keep in mind that you lost 18 lbs in 5 months, which is fairly fast IMO (but it depends on a lot of factors, like what your weight was before that, for how long, etc).
But I think if you do a slow and steady bulk (about a 1 lb gain a month) you should be good. Since your body fat % looks pretty low that's pretty much the only option. You definitely don't want to cut obviously. You could recomp (just eat at maintenance) if you wanted, and it sounds like you're kind of doing that now since you're slowing increasing calories. In reality, you'll probably be at maintenance for a few months anyway because it takes some time to figure out your true maintenance.0 -
I hadn't heard about what freckles suggested, but it makes sense and is worth considering. Also keep in mind that you lost 18 lbs in 5 months, which is fairly fast IMO (but it depends on a lot of factors, like what your weight was before that, for how long, etc).
But I think if you do a slow and steady bulk (about a 1 lb gain a month) you should be good. Since your body fat % looks pretty low that's pretty much the only option. You definitely don't want to cut obviously. You could recomp (just eat at maintenance) if you wanted, and it sounds like you're kind of doing that now since you're slowing increasing calories. In reality, you'll probably be at maintenance for a few months anyway because it takes some time to figure out your true maintenance.
Really? 18 lbs in 5 months is fast? I felt like it wasn't... It seemed like it took forever! :P
I was at 100 pounds around the end of April and throughout May. I've gained a pound since the middle of May, but otherwise than that, I've maintained. Which is actually rather surprising for me!
Nope! No more cutting! So, just slowly make my way up to bulking calories? Am I still able to gain muscle if I stick around maintenance calories for a while? I still want to increase eventually because I want to be able to eat more. But, right now, I'm just struggling to get myself up to 1650.0 -
Yeah it seems kinda fast....how much did you have to drop your calories in order to lose the weight in that period of time? Is 100 lbs uncharted territory for you, or did you weigh that much in the past? The reason I ask, is because if you suddenly dropped 18 lbs in 5 mths by severely cutting calories (like below 1200 or thereabouts), it might be a bit of a shock to your body to suddenly start putting the weight back on. But in any case, slow and steady gains should be good. I definitely thinking gaining is a good idea, but you'll just have to gauge how your body responds to the calorie increases. Every person is different. Personally, my body does not respond at all to quick and sudden changes. I have to take things very slow and steady. But other people are able to make changes and adjust quickly.
I can definitely vouch for recomping as being a bit of a waste of time in most cases. I think it can work though in a couple scenarios- 1. you're a newbie lifter or 2. you're significantly overweight/overfat. For me, I think it worked when I started strength training 2 yrs ago. But then a year ago, I continued with the recomping for 6 months and saw little to no progress. It wasn't until I started bulking in Jan. of this year that I saw more progress.0 -
I was around 1300-1400 calories at the time. I did a ton of cardio though. I would sometimes run almost 3 miles a day. And then I completely went cold turkey when it came to junk food. I used to have something super sweet and high in calories almost every day, but I stopped doing that. 100 lbs is uncharted territory for me. I was only wanting to get to about 105 or something, but I dropped lower than I thought. :P Yeah, I think slow and steady would be the best for me!
So, I should stick with recomping for a little while and see if anything happens?Yeah it seems kinda fast....how much did you have to drop your calories in order to lose the weight in that period of time? Is 100 lbs uncharted territory for you, or did you weigh that much in the past? The reason I ask, is because if you suddenly dropped 18 lbs in 5 mths by severely cutting calories (like below 1200 or thereabouts), it might be a bit of a shock to your body to suddenly start putting the weight back on. But in any case, slow and steady gains should be good. I definitely thinking gaining is a good idea, but you'll just have to gauge how your body responds to the calorie increases. Every person is different. Personally, my body does not respond at all to quick and sudden changes. I have to take things very slow and steady. But other people are able to make changes and adjust quickly.
I can definitely vouch for recomping as being a bit of a waste of time in most cases. I think it can work though in a couple scenarios- 1. you're a newbie lifter or 2. you're significantly overweight/overfat. For me, I think it worked when I started strength training 2 yrs ago. But then a year ago, I continued with the recomping for 6 months and saw little to no progress. It wasn't until I started bulking in Jan. of this year that I saw more progress.0 -
I would probably focus on consistently eating 1400 calories every day for a couple months and see how that affects your body. And definitely keep lifting Since you were sometimes below 1400 previously (and you were doing a ton of cardio), it's going to take a little while for your body to adjust. And the last thing you want to do is put the weight back on quickly, which might trigger you to do a drastic cut. If you want to do cardio, just do 20-30 min HIIT sessions (high-intensity intervals). But you don't have to do cardio. Just see how your body responds. So I guess you could think of it as a slow bulk. Just let your body acclimate and then continue making small, slow increases. I think you'll make some good progress!0
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I would probably focus on consistently eating 1400 calories every day for a couple months and see how that affects your body. And definitely keep lifting Since you were sometimes below 1400 previously (and you were doing a ton of cardio), it's going to take a little while for your body to adjust. And the last thing you want to do is put the weight back on quickly, which might trigger you to do a drastic cut. If you want to do cardio, just do 20-30 min HIIT sessions (high-intensity intervals). But you don't have to do cardio. Just see how your body responds. So I guess you could think of it as a slow bulk. Just let your body acclimate and then continue making small, slow increases. I think you'll make some good progress!
All right! That sounds like something I can manage! And I won't stop lifting! I LOVE it!
I'm not a big cardio person so I might not any of those. But, a slow bulk is okay! I was planning on having it be around 8 months, so that seems long and slow enough for me!0 -
Week Four!
I've made it this far, everyone, I'm not going to give up now!
It's nice being able to eat a bunch of peanut butter at night. I forgot how much I loved that stuff. Well now I know who my true love is.
Yogurt too! Man, I love yogurt. Sometimes, I eat like 2 containers of it. Some might eat more than that, but before bulking, I HARDLY ate yogurt. I've definitely formed a better relationship with it now.
Well, as for gains, I believe I'm up a pound and a half, though I may have shed a bit of that because I've dipped too below a few days. :P But, now, since July starts tomorrow, I'm slowly going to be making my way up to 1650!! +25 calories a week! That should work!
I can now squat with 50 pounds, when I first started at 40. As for bench press, I can do about 5-8 in a row without stopping! Whoot, whoot! And before, I was lifting like 8 lbs for curls. Now I lift aroudn 10-12. So that's something!
So far, I'm pretty pleased with my progress! Can't wait to up the weights even more!0 -
Week Seven!
Well, if any of you have read my statuses, I haven't gained a darn thing. In fact, I've kept losing. :P Even though I feel like a bloated balloon. Yeah. Exactly. How can a balloon feel bloated? Well, someone, with me, it's possible!
I've been on and off about what my calories should be like and I'm still a little unsure. :P Last week, I was hovering around 1600, and now suddenly I've jumped up to 1900 or so. I feel like that's way too drastic, but I feel like it's necessary because I don't want to lose more. I want to make sure I'm fueling my muscles enough and taking little baby steps the way I was doing wasn't too good. I'm still just a little lost though. :P Bulking can be so complicating.... I don't mind the fat gain though. Obviously, since I've been losing some fat, gaining some back probably wouldn't hurt. I'm just worried about how quickly it'll come. I'm wanting to gain 1-1.5 pounds a month or so until I get up to 115, then cut down to 110, but still... About the calorie thing. Totally lost.
Many of you have advised me in certain directions, but I feel extremely torn apart right now, pulled in different directions. Something tells me to keep at 1650 and just increase 100 or so until I reach my goal calorie intake, but another part of me is just wanting to get to that point already, let my body adjust, and accept whatever comes.
Most of you have in the past/or are bulking at the moment, and I'm quite sure your results so far look completely different to mine. Sometimes, I feel like someone needs to just sit me down and tell me exactly what to do. Decisions like this, that effect me and my health, are huge ones to make, and I'm not always the best at making big decisions. :P So, if you'd like to PM and just tell me what I should do, haha, I really probably would appreciate.
Hope all your gains and bulking is going good!0 -
It won't really make a difference if you increase by 100 calories each week or if you immediately bump up to your bulking calories now. The only real difference is time. Do you want to get on with it and start your bulk now? Or do you want to wait another month? It's up to you.
In my case, I just bumped it up immediately. I think it was AliceDark that said it best on your wall - you can only tolerate the bulking frame of mind for so long. So why not get on with it and start building muscle now?
Like I said before, you will gain some water weight in the beginning. And you'll probably feel fluffy for your entire bulk. But it's all temporary.
Once you make a decision, commit to it and don't waiver. Just do it!0 -
Oh my goodness.. Thank you! That helped. You've DEFINITELY motivated me. I'm going to take your advice. I mine as well start. I mean, next Monday will be my 8th week of bulking and I have NO gains whatsoever. I feel and AM stronger, but no weight added. :P Thank you for responding though.
Here I go.It won't really make a difference if you increase by 100 calories each week or if you immediately bump up to your bulking calories now. The only real difference is time. Do you want to get on with it and start your bulk now? Or do you want to wait another month? It's up to you.
In my case, I just bumped it up immediately. I think it was AliceDark that said it best on your wall - you can only tolerate the bulking frame of mind for so long. So why not get on with it and start building muscle now?
Like I said before, you will gain some water weight in the beginning. And you'll probably feel fluffy for your entire bulk. But it's all temporary.
Once you make a decision, commit to it and don't waiver. Just do it!0