Had trouble over the weekend but have got back on track. Went for a walk yesterday with baby in the carrier and did a mom+baby pilates DVD this morning. Not sure if he liked it but he didn't cry so that is good. He also broke is 4 day spell without pooping before we went out so I'm pretty happy about that too.

I have to say, I'm still struggling. I haven't really gained more but I haven't been loosing. Too much easter candy (I had to buy more for the kids because I ate what I was giving to them) . Hopefully, is part of it so that is over.

My next struggle has been with my son. He has had a few things come back as requiring further study (potential genetic disorder repeatedly in indeterminate range, breastmilk jaundice). Since he was released from the NICU (after 2 weeks), he has had to get blood drawn for something every 1-2 weeks. I find the day he goes until we get the results (jaundice is quick, the genetic disorder takes about a week) I eat horrible.

My mom comes today for a week and my ILs come a week after she leaves. So needless to say, I've been cleaning and trying to get the house in order (especially the guest room/baby's room/previously older child's room and still filled with her stuff)

I really need some better ways to deal with stress. I eat. I grocery shop and I intentionally buy things for me to eat that are junk.

My goals for my mom and ILs visit are just to eat more protein and more veggies (and not gain). After that I will see what I can do to focus on weight loss.