Bingeing. I need help.
tvm1970
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I’ve starting this message a dozen times but can’t seem to type what I want to say.
I’m an ex-obese, ex-anorexic, laxative abuser who now binges.
I’ve tried to be honest about my behaviour with my husband but he doesn’t understand and I can’t take the look of dismay and disgust in his eyes and on his face when I confide in him.
I feel like the negative self talk and the hatred is destroying me.
Is there someone who is be willing to take my messages via WhatsApp or FB messenger? There will be no requirement to reply I just need to know that a real person will hear me when I speak.
Thank you for reading this far.
I’m an ex-obese, ex-anorexic, laxative abuser who now binges.
I’ve tried to be honest about my behaviour with my husband but he doesn’t understand and I can’t take the look of dismay and disgust in his eyes and on his face when I confide in him.
I feel like the negative self talk and the hatred is destroying me.
Is there someone who is be willing to take my messages via WhatsApp or FB messenger? There will be no requirement to reply I just need to know that a real person will hear me when I speak.
Thank you for reading this far.
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Hi TVM. I completely understand not wanting to discuss this with your husband - I am the same way. But I did finally go to my doctor to ask for help and it felt pretty good to talk to someone. He ended up prescribing Vyvanse for my binge eating disorder. I've only been on it for 3.5 weeks, but it's really making a difference.
He shoved me into therapy too. Not so sure that's going to help but I'm open to it.1