Struggling......
DreaminOfAngels
Posts: 21
I can't as well as won't share what exactly I am struggling with. I guess I just needed to say that I am struggling. I only can't and won't share because what I have to say is probably way too triggering and definitely not healthy. I don't really know what to do at this point except wait it out and hope tomorrow is better, and try again. I will try to talk to my doctor tomorrow.
I don't really expect any advice or help on this, since I definitely didn't give any information to help you know how to help me. Have you ever just wanted to simply say that you aren't doing well? I just want all of this to be gone and go back to living my life without this constant struggle with food!
I am sorry, I am just really tired. This stuff is exhausting. Thanks to anyone who reads this
I don't really expect any advice or help on this, since I definitely didn't give any information to help you know how to help me. Have you ever just wanted to simply say that you aren't doing well? I just want all of this to be gone and go back to living my life without this constant struggle with food!
I am sorry, I am just really tired. This stuff is exhausting. Thanks to anyone who reads this
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Im sorry to hear that sweetie.
Feel free to message me if you want to talk about it.0 -
ED are very tiring! And I get the struggling thing whether it be with my thoughts of food, weights, looks or things I would rather not mention I get it. You are not alone. And here if you ever need to talk.0
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I don't know if this message will be here after I DELETE my account or whatever the option is, but I really think that I am not healthy enough for this site right now. I think I am competing with my own numbers. Hopefully I will be back when I am doing better and actually be able to help people and be able to be friends with the scale and working on staying healthy and maintaining a healthy weight. I really appreciate everyone's help and support, and maybe I am taking a huge step and being honest with all of you and more importantly MYSELF by deleting this account. If I can do this then I can get rid of my scale, and if I can do those two things I can recover and live a healthier and happier life. Thanks again everyone, and you will probably see this message in a separate post just to put it out there to anyone who knows me, but hasn't been in this post. GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL and PLEASE BE SAFE0
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I'm struggling, too. Yesterday didn't go well. Today is better, but still not going perfectly well - partly because I'm not sure what "going well" should look like in light of yesterday's struggles... ugh. I will pray for you, and if you'd like you can pray or send good thoughts my direction as well. I hope tomorrow is fresh and beautiful and better for both of us!0
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If MFP is to triggering I will give you my email if you need to talk...0
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