I found out an hour or so ago that I didn't get a job I applied for (it had a very long, involved, intensive interview process). I am disappointed, but I can honestly say it is for the best. Still, I was feeling overwhelmed by emotions when I found out, and totally wanted to B&P. But, I didn't. Or, at least, I haven't yet, and I'm not planning to. I'm going on a date tonight with my hubby. We're having Jimmy Johns for dinner and I'm bringing candy to the movie - calories I've already counted and will be okay with consuming. When I get home, I'm going to bed. I'm not going to allow myself to be alone in the kitchen. I have a daughter who needs her mom. She needs a mom who isn't going to set an example of B&P to deal with stress. I can do this.