Oh, honey. I totally know how you feel. I was right there yesterday. Go throw a pillow at the wall, or color in a coloring book, or go for a drive. Get away from the bathroom and away from the food until the urge to throw up has passed. And come back and let us know how you did. Either way, whether you purge or not, you can start fresh this very moment, okay?

well done for not purging
wish i could say the same for myself
i dont even know what to do to myself to get me to behave!! i will take you advice @annabelle23 and distract myself next time i get the urge to binge/purge... a long walk would probably be ideal!!
again @munkimarie a big well done to you