Ok I am gonna keep this clean. I love my husband to death. He is everything that I have ever wanted in a man. I am sickened by my flabby body. I have a hard time getting in the mood anymore because I dont want him to see me. I have been working on getting off all this extra weight but of course its gonna take some time. He says that he doesnt care but I know that he can not possibly be attracted to my body. Does anyone else deal with feeling this way? How do I move past this? How do I block it out and do the deed...haha! Any comments appreciated. Thanks. I have to loose at least 70ish pounds.