CassieGetsFit2013 Member

I'll try and come back tomorrow to do an intro...I'm pretty terrible at those so I don't usually post one. I just wanted to tell everyone that I'm sorry for talking about self harm/suicide. I know this is a weight loss group, not a therapy session, just wanted to apologize if I made anyone uncomfortable and I'll try not to…

Hi all... I'm really not sure what I feel right now. A lot of different emotions, frustrated, stressed, angry, depressed, also at the moment, suicidal. 😥 I cut myself earlier because everything was just too much. Everywhere I went today, I almost broke down into tears. When I woke up, at my TMS treatment, in the car with…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week I'm not sure? Lol Previous weight: 206 Current weight: 200.6 Well, I'm so confused. So I lose 4lbs, then 2.8lbs, get to 200.2 then go up to 206 last week, now back to 200.6lbs. 🤷‍♀️ HOPEFULLY next week I'll see a 1 at the front instead of a 2! @sleepymom5 I love Daisy and she…

@sleepymom5 I was getting really nervous and scared while reading your post. I thought you were gonna say that you were leaving and I don't think I could handle that cause you're one of the people here that I am most comfortable with. I love everyone here, but I'm such a shy, nervous person with so much anxiety, that it's…

@CassieGetsFit2013 - you are having a rubbish week *hugs* I hope you don't have sciatic pain, I had a really bad bout a couple of years ago and was probably the worse pain I've ever had, could barely move for weeks :( I would try and make your appointments if you can - maybe you could focus your psych appointment on how…

@CassieGetsFit2013 Hope things start looking up soon. I would keep all of your appointments. You actually seem to be doing well with those treatments. You have been losing. The gain this week was probably due to your TOM. I also wouldn't cancel your psych appointment. I would use every tool you have available to help make…

Hi all! This day has CERTAINLY sucked!! 😥 I woke up in a depressed state, so I skipped my TMS treatment. The sweet technician, Danielle messaged me to see why I didn't come in and asked if I was okay. I had a crappy weigh in on Sunday and NOW TOM just hit me today...🙄 I under ate yesterday, my back has been killing me, ws…

@Cafelelia Thank you, I am trying to do better, but things keep knocking me down! I keep getting back up though, but each time I get knocked down again and again, it's getting harder to get back up. 😥 I'm not sure if I should weigh in again in 3 or 4 days or if I should just wait tol next Sunday...I'm gonna be SO upset if…

I don't know, Saturday night I had a salad with ranch dressing, but I didn't drench it. I have some Vegetsrian beefless tips on the side with a few mushrooms. It just doesn't make sense to me. 🤦‍♀️ One day during the week, I did have ice cream, but I made sure to fit it in my calories so I'm just not sure...I'll do good…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 2 or 3? Previous weight: 200.2 Current weight: 206 I am VERY confused & upset right now. 2 weeks ago I lost 4lbs, a week ago I lost 2.8lbs, putting me right at 200.2lbs. I did good ALL week this week, I weigh in today and it says 206?!?! WHY!?!? HOW?!?! *Cries*

@sleepymom5 That is a good idea about putting chicken wire around the traps. That way I can still catch bugs and not harm birdies and such. I don't have any chicken wire though, but I do have some deer netting, I'm sure that could work just as well. I'm going to try and push myself to get out there today because a lot…

Hi all you lovely people! Well, I didn't do so great today. I went over my calories, but not by a whole lot...Still, I did much better the last 2 weeks than I did today, so I HOPE this doesn't mess up my next weigh in. I still have until Sunday to do right each day and hope for a 3rd loss in a row! Even if it's a small…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week Previous weight: 203 Current weight: 200.2 Wow!! I hoped for maybe 1lb or less, almost hit a 3lb loss! Lost 4lbs last week so I didn't expect almost 3lbs right after! 😁🥰 Now...If ONLY I could lose ALL of it from ONE place, my STOMACH! I keep losing it from my legs, arms, neck &…

Hi all! 🖤 Just got home from the Hospital...😬😒 I went to my TMS treatment, when I got there I was feeling a bit dizzy & spaced out. I went to the bathroom, when I made it to the sink to wash my hands, my face was flushed and real pale. I almost passed out. I checked my BP & it was fairly high. I made it up stairs because I…

Wow, so a similar thing happened to you too! I'm sorry you lost one of your dogs too, or was Jack the Guinea Pig? Sorry, got a little confused there. Either way, I'm sorry you lost a family member! 😥 You said you couldn't lokk at them or touch them for a while, you were probably hurt, angry and upset like I am. So how did…

Hey guys. It saddens me to say this, but our little black fluffy dog was killed tonight. By two of OUR other big dogs...We're VERY upset and torn on what to do and don't even know what to think! Can't even look at them and I don't know if forgiveness can even be given...We're taking him to our Vet tomorrow to be cremated…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 1 Previous weight: 207 Current weight: 203 Wow! I felt that I was going to have a loss, but didn't expect 4lbs! I had things to tell you guys, but don't have a lot of time right now, just wanted to weigh in now and I'll be back later to chat! 😋🥰 I still wanted to come here and…

Hahahaha, oops! HOW did I get there!! 🤷‍♀️ Lol. Thanks for bringing me back to my home!! 😂🥰

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 1 Previous weight: 207 Current weight: 203 Wow! I felt that I was going to have a loss, but didn't expect 4lbs! I had things to tell you guys, but don't have a lot of time right now, just wanted to weigh in now and I'll be back later to chat! 😋🥰

Thanks! I'll look at it as a maintain then! Who knows, I went on a very long walk earlier, I might have burned that off! Hehe. I really hope for a loss next week! I just have to work at it and have a good week, exercise and calories!

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 4 Previous weight: 206.6 Current weight: 207 😭 I did good all week! I felt kind of proud of myself and I never do that! I felt like I was really going to have a good loss. 😕 I am on my 3rd day of TOM...So that could be it, I'm not sure. I mean, it is only 0.4lbs...Should I not…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 3 Previous weight: 208.6 Current weight: 206.6 Goodbye to 2 more pounds! I did good this week and I even felt like it was going to he a good loss this week! 6.6lbs away from 200 and then I'll be below it again and I want to get there so bad and never see the 200's again!

Wow, walked for close to 2 hours...My calories I can consume is 1,780. Calories I've eaten is 800, burned shows 733 and that leaves me with 1,721 to consume! I'm DEFINITELY gonna try and leave plenty behind because I want a good weigh in on Sunday! 😁

*WARNING...RANT* Well, I am VERY VERY ANGRY! I've been waiting for the stimulus money forever now. Waiting, waiting and waiting. I checked the IRS payment tracker daily and checked my app where I get my monthly money sent to every day too. THEN today, I find out my Aunt has me claimed as a dependent!! That means I WON'T…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 2 Previous weight: 209.8 Current weight: 208.6 Okay...So I gain 1.2lbs, lose 1.2lbs, gain 1.2lbs and lose 1.2lbs...I HAVE to have another loss next week to break this pattern! So weird that it's the same 1.2lbs! Gonna try and do good this week so I can have a good loss next…

Hello, thanks everyone for wishing me good luck with the TMS treatment. 😊 I had my second treatment today and it was still painful, but my whole head didnt tighten up like it did the first time, but I still got a bad headache afterwards, they said that should get better with more treatments so we'll see...Also, I read some…

Okay, what if I don't select walk? Like, I didn't select walk today and did almost 3k steps and it still shows that I burned 434. I just want to make sure that is right or close to right, not completely wrong. 😊 Perhaps doing TMS made my heart rate sky rocket so I burned calories doing that. Hahaha, idk!

So my FitBit on MFP says I'm almost at 3k steps and it says I've burned 434 calories...Sometimes I can be at 5k steps and will only burn 200+. Is this correct? I just don't want to over eat thinking I have some calories to play around with. Thanks all, love you! Also, something else I've thought about...When you select…

My my my...Today was my FIRST TMS treatment! Boy, my head, eyes and even nose hurt! Head the most though! The nice technician said I should take Tylenol or iBuprofen before or after each treatment. I HAVE to go EVERY DAY of the week for 6 weeks! Then taper off for the following 3 weeks. Today's treatment took 45-1 hour…

User ID: CassieGetsFit2013 Week Number: Week 2 Previous weight: 208.6 Current weight: 209.8 HA! Last week I lost 1.2lbs. This week I gained it back...Well, that sucks, but I am glad it wasn't a much bigger gain which it could have been! Because I was on my period and overate two days in a row, by a lot! It's a new day and…