AshleyLeaa

I'm meeting with a personal trainer this coming Monday! I'm so ready to take back control of my life and start getting into shape and eat clean again! I WILL reach my goal weight this time and i WILL keep it off! Cheers to a fresh start and thank you SO much for all of your support and kind words! <3

Thank you guys so much for then encouraging words, it's a lot easier to not be so hard on myself when i know im not the only one who has or is currently going through this struggle.

It's very difficult to not be in a somewhat constant state of negativity every time i walk past a mirror and catch my reflection. I'm so disappointed in myself, every time i have looked at myself lately i just see all the hard work i did is gone. I'm also finding it very hard to be kind to myself or not put myself down. I…