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Dropped my calories to 1800 and it was very hard for the first couple of days to stay within that range. I'm going to Mall of America today and manly using it as motivation to lose weight cause I'm pretty sure i'm going to see something that I want that won't be in my size. I'm also probably going to go over my calories…

I haven't worked out in a week and I'm back over It really sucks being in grad school and all of your friends are only worried about writing and then complain about gaining weight but won't go to the gym with me.

I haven't worked out since Monday and i'm still sore from that workout. I weigh myself almost every morning on my wii and get greatly annoyed when it shows my BMI and says "that's obese" or when I step on the board and it goes "ooo". My main motivation for losing weight is so that people will notice me. and my main…

I haven't been this sore in a looooong time and I kinda like it (especially since it came from going to the gym with a person I like). But I have no idea what is in store for tomorrow and if I will have the strength to do 2 workouts back to back. Like even my neck is sore. Also I felt really good when they saw me and one…

For the longest if I didn't have juice to drink, I didn't drink anything all day. I was chronically dehydrated for a very long time.

I really don't know how to do this weightloss thing. Like I workout and try to keep track of what I eat but it's just not going anywhere. In fact it seems to be going in reverse. I'm not as strong as I used to be.

It's ok. lol. only thing i have in common with him is skin tone.

Instead of being uncomfortable at a ball eating not good food. I'm at home in bball shorts, a t-shirt, and a fuzzy hat eating lamb, mashed potatoes, and kale. And I'm beyond happy. And later I'm going to the gym to get this desire to deadlift out my system.

It's meme from MTV. Where celebrities read outloud the mean things people tweet about them. The guy is a rapper named Big Sean

I really am thinking about not going to this ball tomorrow. i don't have a date. Pretty much all of my other friends going have a SO I look ugh in this dress and I have shapewear on. I hate it i feel all hard and stuff. Like I can't dance with anyone in this they will instantly know i have this thing on the moment they…

at the age of 26 (almost 27) i like to go to bed at 10pm so that i can wake up at 4:30 am. I can get a lot of things done at that hour. and I still get my 6 hours in.

I just don't eat the exposed crust on pie. I also only eat sweet potato pie. I refuse to eat cooked fruit. It's too sweet. If I can smell the sugar coming off of a banana I won't eat it. I would give my rabbit to my Caribbean friends for a steak right now. cooked medium and loaded with lots of garlic. Or maybe beef heart…

I bought new expensive seasonings and I am planning on hiding them from my roommate when I get them. I didn't need them since I have more seasonings than I can possibly use in a lifetime but I wanted them.

My eating has been sporadic this weekend. I went to bed around midnight Friday an didn't fully wake up until 330 pm Saturday. I am trying really hard to eat better and on a schedule but it's so hard.

I'm going to go to Wendy's and possibly the grocery store to get ice cream. I'm going to enjoy all of it and then go to the gym.

My day is pretty much over after drinking a bottle of magnesium citrate yesterday evening to get things moving. I also like the lemon flavor mag citrate. I would totally drink it on the regular if it wasn't a laxative.

I just ate for the first time since like 8 am. I've been running off of Bones episodes on Netflix and preworkout. And at 11 I had a slightly grueling cardio session with my personal trainer. But i'm not really hungry though. I feel weird.

I want to crawl under my desk and go to sleep. These cramps are killing me and my workout seemed to make them worse. Also if I wasn't 5 years older than my trainer I would totally give him the business. My boobs don't seem to be shrinking and i don't know how I feel about that. Like i want them to stay but i want to see…

Wow!! I can't get through more than 10 without getting tired of them. I had never eaten a McDonald's chicken nugget or ramen noodles until I got to college.

I threw away half of the food I meal prepped last week because I didn't like the chicken I made. I also hate my roommate and wish he would clean off the stove, stopping using my groceries(oil, seasonings, onions) and stop smoking in his room.

I'm going to use this cavity as a reason to eat less. Although I still have a perfectly good left side to chew with.

i don't change my food logged even if I don't finish the meal. i never log all the crystal light I drink or gum that i chew. I will not workout if I don't have gum or headphones and because of this i have both in my gym locker.

I never know if the serving size is for cooked or raw meat. So I always do cooked. i know have about 7 pounds to lose to make my sunday weight goal. And the goal will be met.

Messed my wrist up trying to lift more than i could. now i just want to sleep instead of doing any schoolwork. Looks like i'm going to have to do more cardio and decrease my calories to makeup for the weight training that i can't do.

Today, I forgot to pack an extra shirt to work out in so I'm wearing the same shirt that I worked out in. I feel gross but i'm just going to deal and others around me will have to do so as well. lol

I'm going to work out today although I'm having stomach issues.

I have in my calendar what I want my max weight to be weekly up to mid April

Also there are always numbers running through my head. Usually the calories of food that I want to eat. or my ideal weight or something.

1. I read all 38 pages of this instead of working on my thesis. 2. I hate all nut butters, yogurt (unless in a smoothie), yellow or unfried/backed cheese, oatmeal, and may other foods that are considered "healthy". 3. Fried foods, backed goods, and complex dishes have been eliminated from my diet because I am too lazy to…