dirtydeanz

Haha thanks everyone! I'll stop at a store tomorrow. Totally didn't even cross my mind to get professional help. I appreciate your advice! :)

Hi, I understand what you're going through with having to take care of your mom. My mom was very sick throughout much of my life. She had Type I diabetes and Lupus, among many other diseases. She also had severe depression. My dad worked a lot and I only had a little brother, so being the oldest, I was the one who had to…

My calorie goal is 1792 calories and I kill myself at the gym every day but I only burn 400-500 calories. If I eat more than 1000 I feel disgusting and like spending 2 hours at the gym was a waste of time. I know it's not healthy but I can't help it.