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  • I THINK MY TONGUE IS IMMUNE. I KNOW IT IS STRESS FOR ME. I AM A FAT GUY WHO DOES NOT BELIEVE HE IS FAT. LOL IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE. AS I AM OLDER NOW THE FATNESS IS SHOWING ITS UGLY HEAD.
  • SO I CHOSE TO EAT TODAY. I GOT MY CUSTOMARY BAG OF HOT TAMALES. I SAT THERE AND QUESTIONED WHY I BOUGHT THEM. I SAT AND ATE THEM AND QUESTIONED WHY DO I HAVE TO EAT THE WHOLE BAG. I STRUGGLE EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY. IT IS BOREDOM IN A SENSE. IT IS A NEED OR SENSE OF SECURITY. NORMALCY. I RUN MY OWN COMPANY AND IN A CRAZY…
  • Thank you for all the responses. I was raised with the reward/treat style. Not out of trying to maintain weight but out of economic class. I've had emotional events happen in my life that I believe has put me here. I internalize everything. I believe there are enough people in this world who will tear you down so why be…
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