demiRayena Member

All of my friends are thinner than me and some of them complain about their weight to me. I want to be supportive, but the self-conscious petty side of me wonders if they see me as the fat friend if they see their barely even pudgy stomachs as gross, and mine is starting to roll over 😩

I wish i could wear the little red shorts my fiancé doesn’t want me to throw away because he remembers me wearing them when we met 5 years ago. But they are 4 sizes too small 😓

My ex was asking me to take him back a few years ago, but now that I gained 50 lb since then he says I’m like a sister to him now 🙄... just makes me wonder.