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This is going to be super great for me, I've been slacking.

Okay I'm game. 27 yr old 5'7" 202lbs currently 167 would be 35 lbs lost Ultimate goal weight is 145lbs

Twice, once at my grands house, I saw gms mother who lived with them for a short time, my cousin saw her too, once at my dad's, spoke to a black entity hovering at the foot of my sister's bed. Both didn't intend harm. Once had my lights go out on my car near a magnetic lab, but I'm sure there was a reason.

Messege?

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Did you see all the ghosts in the background?

Just clicked to add this! We loved it, my fiance and I.

I visited Japan in July

Multitool, hemp twine, assuming it's like naked and afraid : boots, assuming we're all dressed : something to easily start a fire.

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I want people to recognize my intelligence. I feel like people equate fatness with a mental inability. I can be ditzy, but I know I'm not as dumb as people make me feel. If I were skinnier, maybe they would unconsciously find me more intelligent. Who knows maybe I am just dumb. I also want to feel what it feels like to be…

You all are so clever and funeh!

I regret putting the weight back on after losing it. Running is way harder than I remember!

Brain freeze

And began his search

*throws encouragement at you * may you succeed at all things!

Also I was a fish. 😋

Today I helped on another aircraft, instead of going to the break room and chilling on my butt for a few hours. I'm making an effort to be more present in my own life!

Yes let's keep it going! I can relate to many of these!

Bragging, lying in any form or fashion such as embellishment to again brag, rudeness to strangers, any hint of anger issues,stealing or buying things with the intent to return them after use. None of this seems petty. I guess if a man is honest and tries really hard to be the best everyday there isn't anything I would…

Maybe I am on the front of depression. Or very exhausted. First day off, slept 20 hours...

I can't deny I probably have lingering depression. When everything is smooth sailing I have no episodes and this little exhaustion I'm exhibiting now is nothing compared to the downward days where I couldn't leave bed and I felt like the worst version of myself. This is manageable, a bit of weather blues tied to these…

Ah so you get me!

I think it's just a down hill spiral. I'm not feeling very motivated at all. I'm not craving any junk food, I just feel like, why stick to this? Why stick to anything? And I know this will probably pass but I'm just on the downward side of my enthusiasm. I think I'm a little bummed out because of the rain or the endless…

Please don't think I don't know the consequences of my actions, I guess what I meant to say is some nights my job is a bit unfulfilling. I want to go to work and feel like I actually accomplished something. Sitting all night was fun for about 2 months. So bored now!

Some days I change 1 rivet.... I promise you, that one rivet was not going to bring the plane down. Don't get me wrong, being on the dock line felt meaningful. Overnights is a bit monotonous.....

Compared to a vet, my work can become a little meaningless. You're helping animals and every thing you do counts! Absolutely wonderful, glad you exist.

Wow that's terrible! Poor doggie! I'm an aircraft mechanic on the third shift. Some nights I work, some nights I get paid to sit and do nothing. Sounds great, is actually very boring.

I get to change one rivet tonight. Whoa heavy load here. Bleh.another boring night. Can't wait to get back to day shift where the work is just overflowing!