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Im over a few things not in any particular order Racism esp when it comes to dating out Faux positivity and those who are making profits from it Small talk and surface living Being broke but knowing you capable of alot more but haven't found the thing that can make you be seen and win at a better life People who don't…
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The desire to connect with others and the challenge of being ok being one's true self is a constant battle. I wonder if the life I have now will be the same. Reading in here is so funny and some of you would make colorful people at a social function to watch.
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Hmm I am not the socially acceptable black woman or feminine body and so I am not seen as a lady who is deserving of a quality man so I have just accepted that until either I lose all my excess weight I will stay single as I have standards and don’t enjoy embarrassing myself or wasting my life with undesirables.
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Having dealt with dark depression and trauma my advice would be do what you set out to do even if you don’t feel like it as it at least gave me control over something in my life. Things will happen and it’s life but my deepest strength was built in those moments. If your a outward emotional person then writing or something…
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To experience life at maintenance weight and start being seen by quality potential partners. A dream that will be my reality
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As someone who has suffered from great deep depression to wanting to not be alive to now being ok to say I know what I want in life and it's not what is the typical path I feel so great. I know tomorrow I may struggle to get out of bed but I feel good which is a foreign thing and its scary but I just want to relish in it.…
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Hitting what I plan out is a refreshing thing. Today was leg day and barely made it through because I was hoping no one would be in the gym but I have massive weight to get off so I pushed. Kettle bell swings x 3sets Deadlifts Superset Cable kick backs Cable pullthroughs Bosu ball hip thrust Sumo squats The wall Planks on…
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Planning meal prep strategy as I am making every meal this week and want to make this efficient. Wish I had a spouse for times like this.
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I'm 65 for all intended purposes lol. And Hello Mr. London, I normally don't fantasy men from the internet but oh my eyes were in for such a delicate treat.
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Lets see in my last job I traveled 85-95% which helped me to get back up to 320+. I will say as long as I am a hermit I could maintain my weight at first ie no social evenings, no drinking, eating very clean etc. But the more pressure I got under for not being a good little stereotype, I had to drink a lot to get through.…
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Looking at some of the post here and I feel like Im 900lbs like some one did 70 burpees..and another did 70min on the treadmill with an incline. Yea I would need medical assistance. Today was a mental battle as I hate leaving my place on the weekend's esp bc of my anxiety but didn't want to feel restricted from movement in…
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I think your expectations are too high. Just because results happened one-way last time doesn't mean you will have the same this time. I have lost 100lbs twice, how it came off each time was different. Now doing it a 3rd time it's been very different. I'm older, the body has changed etc. Keep making healthy habits…
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Not crazily..I mean I do measure but I'm not doing the scale at the moment bc I left field. I know the process may be a bit slower but when I lost before and freaked out over not knowing exacts it put me in a bad place. When your scared to eat and hungry bc of it so this time around I try to measure bigger things and all…
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She enjoys giving even if she doesn't have a lot. Sometimes it's those with the least that give the most.
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The process of losing weight, having support is a weird thing. I feel I'm at the cuffs of it being a lasting habit again but would love support in real life. There one lady I liked to do this with but her views put me in a bad place mentally. I can be very strict esp since I want to see movement on the scale in the right…
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I haven't created a Youtube video in over a year and doing it on topics that are my passion omg I feel like Im floating right now.
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That is such a dope blog shot. I'm fan girling over it lol. The things one notices.
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I hope all the investment of going after a worthy ideal will pay off in ways I can see aside knowing that I at least had a goal and wasn't afraid of going after it. If I could delete fear and worry and inferiorness from my mind completely I would be like happy which is fleeting. I have a nice weekend to start writing my…
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Aww and your cute that sucks. Some people men and women just don't have social skills.Also with our societies get over on folks mentality its just kinda the thing.
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When I was a blogger I worked a travel job so it was the only way to have consistent content by planning all the post, then batch creating all the images and copy and then while on a plane I could edit and then schedule them out. Now trying my hand at Youtube and I will be hopefully working 2 jobs I will have to plan out…
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The 1st 2 times I lost 100lbs I lifted pretty much right out the gate. I find my body doesn't look so busted can of biscuits when I hit weights along with losing weight.
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Updating my resume, finding videos on how to be more efficient, planning my youtube channel. The life of a perpetual single who doesn't believe in friends.
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I love long weekends and will relish in this one even with blah weather.
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His nickname is the glute guy so its not surprising most of his stuff is lower stronger and as for most women, they are obsessed with bigger bums for financial and male gaze. I kinda want his stuff just for my library and I am always looking at things for upper as its the area that is slowest to give me ROI. I also love…
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So for me culturally long hair is a must. I have shaved my head before and will rock it for a bit esp in Texas hell I mean Texas summers but long hair is just a must for culturally to appear feminine. I got many questions if I was lesbian or something else with short hair. I also found it was so much easier when I was…
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Honestly esp right now that Im dealing with those blasted suicidal thoughts, I do because I'm tired of feeling like a failure who is at whim of their emotions. I know some people will fight me about this but I honestly don't like being someone who doesn't do what they say they will do. I lived a jacked up life and even…
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A hamburger with bacon but I cannot eat either due to my boss aka tummy. I also want ice cream and cupcakes
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I would say in my 20’s when I attempted to end my life in a big way. I was really unable to sit with all the trauma and was addicted to a socially acceptable drug called praise. I come from druggie parents who are mentally ill and poverty. I wanted to so much to be like the people I thought were better than I. Now in my…
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I was really tired but after coffee I worked out like I already have the body that makes money fall from the sky lol. Thank you for that nudge
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I feel so proud of pushing it and doing all I had on my agenda today. I never allow myself those nice emotions I reside in the harder ones but today I will bask in my chest press glow.
