NinjaRebecca

Ok so yesterday I had to go to a barbeque and I didn't know what I'd eat so I decided I would skip breakfast and lunch, just to feel safe, but if I'm not eating a safe food, then I just have to purge it up. I work at my dad's dry cleaning business, and so my dad went over to rite-aid and bought me some honey nut cheerios…

Thank you all so much. I can't even really express how I feel right now because it's all just swimming around in my head. I wanted to reply to you though coora because I recently relapsed back into self harming and my family was helpful for a while but they jut gave up on me and. I gave up on me. I really want to feel…