lilacghost Member

Apparently that's exactly what you do! The pictures/videos/reviews look really promising!

Ahhh awesome, thank you so much. :) I have a $25 amazon gift card too, I'll probably try this one out.

I'd love new friends as well! :)

I absolutely hated the food. This was years ago so maybe they improved, but powdered eggs? No thank you omg!

Water exercise would be great. :)

Everyone is free to add me. :heart:

They're actually in good shape, my brother is in great shape. None of us share genetics though (brother and I are both adopted), I lucked out on genetics! :bigsmile: Surprisingly though my blood counts/blood pressure, etc are perfect. They're all skinny but all my stats are better, lol.

Swimming is actually amazing. I really should do that more often. :)

I think this is silly. You're not going to get anywhere (or, at least I'm not) by hating yourself. When I spent my time hating myself, I was much more depressed and anxious and socially messed up. I'd let people treat me horribly and just take it because I felt I deserved it. I was uncomfortable with myself, hated myself,…

I fear I do have an unhealthy relationship with food, maybe, but I wouldn't say an eating disorder. Anyway, thanks so much everyone. Really encouraging. :)

This was such an encouraging thread to read! It's not that I hate exercising, I'm just so out of shape that exercising is very hard and painful. People are always saying that heavy people need to exercise, but there comes a point but your body just can't do it that easily anymore. I just made an intro post wondering if I…

You guys are amazing. Thanks for all the responses! I'm happy to be here. :)

Walking is something I definitely want to do but it's super hard right now with my body the way it is. I'm extremely heavy on top, have knee and back problems (horrible sciatic pain) and get verrrrry out of breath. When I was around your size I could easily walk for miles, no problem and lost a lot of weight doing that.…

Thank you all so much! I really appreciate the feedback!