Jessastar

That's disgusting! ew.. sorry you have to do that! Girls are like that too, when I used to go to the gym they'd even leave their womanly things in the shower. >.< Which was INCREDIBLY disgusting!

that really sucks, I have a cluttered basement too (which is where I workout) and not enough space. but How is TurboFire?

Haha, I do Tae Bo so my body always feels thrashed. I hate that too!

Lol, my dogs LOVE to bother me more when I workout. When I do strength training my Bichon frise ends up getting scared because the weight hit eachother as I'm doing the reps and she wants her momma so much more. T.T So cute but annoying! (:

maybe get a cheap MP3 that is a temporary fix?

How do people do that? Read and workout? I can't.. the words keep shaking as I'm moving and it's making it seem like 1 page takes an hour. I need to have my music. Haha.

Lol, the same thing happens with me!

How do I file for FAFSA? I never even heard of it. Can you explain some more?

Finally, a post that isn't saying I should just move out now, or that I need to stop complaining or with the excuses. thank you for this advice.

Again, I am. Within the next month or two. right now I can't because. I. Have. No. Car.

I'm moving in about a month, my father is coming to get me, but it's going to be hard because I haven't heard from him in 7 months and we never exactly had a good relationship.. but got to work with it I guess..

You're right.. it's just so frustrating that people think I'm making excuses when I'm not.. There's literally no way I can go to college or get a job and I wish people would understand that but I can't expect them to because they don't live with my situation.

No. There's no public transportation here. The closest train station is 45 minutes away by car. The closest buses are in another city that I can't get to. No one wants to help, that's why I'm here. I'm the one who does everything and my brother makes everything worse. He doesn't shower for weeks, he has moldy food…

I understand & respect that.. but she also has a 23 year old son that does nothing but trashes up the place with garbage when I'm done cleaning. Her and I had an agreement a long time ago that she makes her son pick up after himself since he doesn't work either, yet she wants me to go to his room and clean up after him…

It's not an excuse. Whatever, it was a mistake posting this, I just wanted someone to be there for me. I tried everything. And look, i'm still here. I had 6 interviews, and they all said I can't because I don't have a car. Think whatever you guys want, excuse or not. I really don't care anymore. BUt I am getting out of…

Okay everyone. Let me make this out there and clear. -I AM NOT COMPLAINING. I'm RELIEVING STRESS And Asking for advice about my mental state. NOT MY LIVING SITUATION. -I can't go to college, there's no way I can get there.. The CLOSEST college is in Park Forest, and the last time I was there I got jumped. I have no car or…

I can't even if I wanted to. I don't have any way to GET into college. there's no buses or trains here. I live in the country. I can't call a cab because again, I have no money. I don't have a bike. I walk. I'm NOT complaining! I'm just asking for support and how I can deal with this positively. But. I am moving to…

Just need someone there to tell me it's okay.. and to help me deal with this more positively.. I do have a major fault, and that's holding my anger in ti'll I explode. Which I ended up doing to her today.. but after she called me that, plus much more.. I just feel..****ty..worthless.. I don't know, i'm sure you understand…

I really appreciate your commentary, but i've tried that. I can't talk to my mother because she refuses to listen. All she cares about is the computer, and her boyfriend. She constantly blames me for my dad leaving us to go to oklahoma and she blames me that her marriage went to ****. My mom doesn't want to spend time with…

I think moving out would be a better solution..because right now I honestly don't feel any love for my mother. I have felt like this for years.. but I can't because I don't have a job and no one wants to hire me..I applied everywhere over and over.. :/

I don't have a job..& no one wants to hire me that's why I pretty much need support and love from MFP friends, so I can deal with this right now positively..

I'm 19. It's hard to not let her put me down, lately she's just been negative towards EVERYTHING..even my wonderful children(dogs)

<3 thank you..

Ahh. Working out is great, I never had iheartradio because it seems like bull**** to me. I usually use the radio but I HAAAAAAAAAAAATE when they play stupid **** T.T !

lmao.. I hate that too!

Anyone.. ? :/

Thanks, I'll check that out!!

my library doesn't have workout DVDS, I have to request them from other libraries.. they have workout books.. but Why would I read a workout? >.< Not really motivation.

okay.. everyone mentioning Zumba and turbofire. I don't know if you guys read carefully, I have a money limit. So I can't spend ridiculous amounts of money for those kind of things. Lol. I'll check out those links though, and I don't have netflix. But thanks again! Any more suggestions?! C'mon! I need more. lots more!

She is gorgeous! So you're not a weirdo for saying it so much!