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I'd also love if someone could help me understand, and this may sound stupid but, where is the food going ?! I'm not getting fatter or losing any muscle, it literally seems to be evaporation into thin air! I'm completely lost!

I appreciate that so much, you have no idea! It was such an extreme challenge and it has taken quite a tole on me. I was initially happy to feel rid of the obsession and finally be eating normally again, but upon realizing I needed to eat much more just to sustain, has brought such irony. I used to dream of eating the…

My resting heart rate lately has been near 100 too! I was considering this condition, I've heard of others with it, but then I wonder how I would get it so suddenly, I used to take days to burn off a pound or 2 on serious restriction, now I binge to keep a pound on!

I just Google'd that condition and all those symptoms sound much like what's been going on with me! The irony is I hate it because I'm at a point where I'm trying to gain weight, I'm still a teen, and I'm trying to grow my "curves" now that I've gotten the waist I'm pleased with, but I seem stuck in eternal-youth now! x( I…

My problem is my OBSESSION at this point with balancing those out, I'm pretty positive I care way more than the average teenager about getting as much protein and fiber and as little fat and as few calories as possible - I think "eating disorders" really mean "too much damn order", I know I shouldn't care soo much, but at…

just keep dieting until you reach what makes you comfortable and until you like what you see in the mirror, then maintain it!

I have so many problems with it, it's madness! & yes! I've never come out about it, and I'm already the type of person that buys organic & eats healthy never-the-less, so nobody assumes, nor would I ever tell ANY soul I know, about my issues. People even defend me if/when someone tries to insult me by calling me anorexic…

When I feel as though I'm doing well and eating normally I'll still fear I'm somehow gaining, then restrict myself more then I should, end up slipping up and going on a binge! Then I'll inevitably restrict myself all over again to compensate for whatever I may have gained from the binge! It's so frustrating, I just can't…

I keep telling myself I want to maintain my weight, but I'm so afraid of gaining weight because I used to be fat, even though I am 5'5.5 ft/in. tall and only weight about 100 pounds... I refuse to eat above 1000 calories a day almost every day (as I set myfitnesspal to) and I started at about 105 when I first joined this…