EricaCarmack

thank you! i say almost- because i dont like the number but i do like the muscles! thank you so much! that got me in a real good mood!

the problem with that is~ i had an eating disorder years ago- all based on my scale. the number scares the crap out of me makes me want to go back to the quick unhealthy fix. for my own peace of mind i steer clear..

good point. i have lost a lot mass wise. and starting to tone quite a bit. but as a woman it is easy to lose yourself in a number. now after this whole post i am crazy discouraged! i think i may be on the wrong site for my diet and goals..

i am having that problem right now! it is seriously irritating! it is almost enough to make me wanna quit trying!

i know it cant be fat gain. the loss of inches kind of tells me that. i have just recently upped my water intake (was a soda junkie) but is that possible to retain water and still measure out smaller? or am i just a weightloss idiot?! lol

like possibly gaining fat?

i hadnt actually weighed myself since may.. so maybe i shouldnt go off of that~ right? (now i feel dumb..) i have lost about 3 pants sizes since i started diet change and exercising. but i still weigh the same

makes sense.. just totally confusing. (^lol made no sense there!) let's just say i cant wrap my mind around that. i can tell a difference in my arms, shoulders, and legs. i take time off on the weekends- i dont do cardio or any thing on saturday or sunday...

i actually crave junk after cooldowns. so usually about a half hour after i finish my cardio! sucky! i only keep sweets in the house that my kids will eat though~ so when i get to itchin for some junkfood- i just jump on my bike again~ kind of punishing myself

25! almost 26... very fat.. you can add me!

1.) How old are your children and how many do you have? 3 kids. started at age 18. katie mae is 6, jesse dale is 4, and hayden lurie is 1 2.) Will you be planning to have more kids in your future? i am so fixed! i am only 25~ i had 3 kids very young~ i am so done! lol 3.) How was your pregnancy/delivery? i got huge with…

i'm always going to see myself as chubby.. like right now- i have worked out like crazy and when i look in the mirror i swear i have gained 20 pounds in the last hour.. it is just something you have to ignore

me and my husband have been together since age 11~ i am now 25 and he is 26... he constantly tells me i am good looking~ but that is no fun! he actually picks on me- he isnt dieting like me just working out- so he eats crap- rubs it in my face~ so when he notices a few extra pounds on himself- i get to make fun! i know it…

your body uses it energy and whatnot

well damn- everyone is ignoring you! i use an exercise bike too. i do ten minutes at a time~ medium resistance, moderate speed. after ten minutes i do a few sets with weights~ once i am done with that i get back on the bike for the next go round. i do that most times up to 30 miles. i have been doing it this route for 2…

looking in the mirror wanting to wear smaller sizes (more cute clothes!) wanting my husband to literally drool when he sees me sweating- if i do not have sweat rolling down my back~ i tell myself i am not doing anything to this fat! and the one thing that i have to tell myself constantly," buck the f*** up! you are doing…

and i hit my plateau about 3 months ago- now it seems like i am just floating same size

upping your carbs helped? that scares me! i have trouble hitting 35! lol

you look good! screw them! i have the same problem with my inlaws all being super skinny looking i am the fatty of the family- lol screw rail thin ppl with no hips or *kitten* you look good- dont let anyone get to you!

how long until your birthday and how many pounds do you want to lose? you want to keep it healthy so dont give yourself a bad goal!

WOOT! love me some doctor who!

i feel your pain. i am only 5'2 and have a very large frame. also muscular under all of this fat! when i was younger i had an eating disorder and the smallest i could ever get to was 139 and despite being sickly looking, i was still not in my weight range for someone so short! it scared me from scales~ and honestly i dont…