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I guess I'm sort of the opposite.... I get a little sad if people don't notice that I'm losing weight. It makes me question if I even look any different compared to when I started losing.....

I like him, but it was just.... weird. Maybe media has warped my mind and expectations, or lack of seeing physical connection happen in my home life. Or maybe I'm just one of the few people who do not see a point in it and find it unenjoyable. But according to him, later on, it went well soooooo.

I found $20 under a shelf at Walmart when I was young. Otherwise it's just quarters and other random change.... which I'll pick up because hey, it's laundry money.

Hehe... one of the sneaky reasons I want to which I didn't mention was that all my life my one cousin has ALWAYS been skinnier than me.... at a much more healthier weight. Then she went and got knocked up three times before she turned 20..... now I'm finally the same size, if not thinner than her. And boy does it keep me…

Whenever i'm sad, depressed, or incredibly upset... I actually try to resort to exercise instead of food. Mainly because I know with exercise, my feelings will come out. Instead of hiding them by shoving food in, I'm bawling my eyes out as I walk/run. And I do feel better afterwards.

Bacon by itself and in everything else.... german potato dumplings (like a HUGE heaping plate full, good ghandi, they are amazing)...... Arby's roast beef sandwiches.... KFC chicken....... and finally, lots of pasta drenched in tomato juice.

I'm taking 18 credits, in 6 after school clubs (and one of them involves dancing, thankfully, so that's some activity).... and I still try to set aside 30 minutes for physical activity each day. Usually I consider it my "break" from doing homework. Although I must admit, sometimes there's just too much homework and I have…

First.....ever. Awkward.... weird.... uninteresting...

That I don't NEED the amount of soda, junk and regular food that I would normally intake.... I always thought when I heard calorie estimates for losing weight and whatnot that the numbers were soooooooo low. Now that I'm actually paying attention to what I eat, I'm finding that the numbers are almost too high! Especially…

Look ahead, not back. And one day of cheating will not ricochet you back to weighing a lot. Takes years to slowly gain weights, and takes a lot of time to lose it. Think of this as a challenge, a bump in the road.

Yeah, I started this website AND the 30 day shred pretty much at the same time.

I'm hoping to have that happen. Hate not being able to find decent fitting shirts due to chest size.

Ugh. I know how that is. I want to go down a pants size, because it's way too baggy around the waist, and it's going to start looking weird the more notches I have to go to on my belt. But my thighs make smaller pants too tight.

Hey, I'm also one of the laggers! Mainly cause I skipped a few days. :( I will be doing Day 9 in just a few short hours, then I'm hopefully going to do it again before midnight and count that as completing a 10th day. Lost 6 lb so far, and definitely a noticeably change in waist size, but I'm saving progress measurements…

Nice job! I'm currently almost done with level one... and through 30 day shred, and eating properly, I've lost 6 lbs so far, and a few inches in the stomach. Not planning on doing progress measurements until I'm done with the shred, but my belt is almost stretched thin from tightening it so much.

Why do guys overlook nice girls? I just bet on appearance as being the issue. Anyway.... conversation starters are ALWAYS awkward, but there are so many things to bring up to find common interests or life activities.....

This is my third year at school, 2nd year in an actual intended major.... Majoring in Meteorology, and considering either a minor or double major in Hydrology. Classes --- Public Speaking Intro to Forecasting Calculus II Physics Surface Hydrology After School Activties-- Swing Dance Club Creative Writing Club (of which I…

The one thing that annoys me in which the music can't cover up is how we're all workin' our *kitten* off and she's wandering around the room much of the time. I understood in the beginning when I first started out with the video, so she could better show us what was happening/explain and what not.... but now after how many…

They are wired to try to pass on their genes. However, what with our culture saying to be faithful to one person at a time, I think they are perfectly able to have self control.

Oh gosh I'm slacking. Didn't do it for awhile for lack of time what with too much school work. Just about ready to start Day 8 tonight. Gone up a notch on my belt.... should probably look into getting one size smaller pants. Definitely a noticeable difference already.

That falls into the category of offering "other alternatives". I say something to the effect of that no I don't like/drink coffee, but that that doesn't mean I can't have something else. The reaction is always the same. It's like not liking coffee is some kind of horrendous thing.

Can I ask why you prefer no pictures?

I warm up a small bit of V8 juice, add some salt and pepper, and have it as a soup.

If you're not losing weight, then no... you haven't "tried everything". Might be on food intake but your diary isn't open so I can help ya there.

Boredom. Come home from school, watch tv, eat food as I was watching tv so I wouldn't pay attention and soon I'd have eat a whole bag of chips for example, without thinking about it. Developed a soda and sugary foods addiction. Meal portions were huge in our family anyway....

A general collection of hitting 182, my heaviest, seeing pictures of myself on facebook and wanting to untagg me from all of them..... general realization that I hated myself

I lurk as well, because it interests me.... especially since I've been finding a lot where the main foods are from fast food places. I keep mine open, but I don't always input everything, trying to do better on that though.

5 or so cans of Pepsi Next, 2 cups of shell sunflower seeds, kfc chicken strips and coleslaw, and 2 jr roast beefs from arby's.

I've been able to substitute desserts for Archer Farms yogurt in the strawberry cheesecake flavor. Sooooooooo friggin' delicious.

Welcome to the site, I joined last week.