loner_nell Member

I eat the most at dinner time, always.

1 pet goat, a horse, 3 dogs(2 dachshunds and 1 basset hound), 4 cats(all short hair, 2 calico, one gray tabby, 1 gray)(1 stray cat my mom loves to feed), 1 crested gecko(yellow, can't get much more specific lol), 2 red eared slider turtles. I have more goats than 1, but only 1 is a pet.

1-2 times a day most of the time only 1.

I am not a man, but I keep guy friends around that I have a crush on, and hope they like me too. They move on and get in a relationship, I slowly disappear. I know I'm a bad person for it, but it hurts to see em with someone else, and know I lost my chance. We may reconnect at a later date, but it's awkward and not really…

I wasn't a fat child, I didn't gain weight till adolescence. At the time it was a medication(they took me off it after I gained 50 lbs over 3 months) but I can't blame it for me keeping the weight on and the yo-yoing.

I just finished a book, so it's a decision between: The Green Mile by Stephen King or Victims by Johnathan Kellerman. So it'll be one of those..

I haven't weighed myself yet, but I drink diet caffeine free pepsi, about 7 in a month. It doesn't seem to make me gain weight. Not sure this helps, sorry.

Well I started with walking the first few times I was trying to lose weight. I'm trying again and now there's a , shall we say, dog problem. Neighborhood dogs loose everywhere that chase everything, I'm leery since I saw 8 of them all circled around a horse being ridden, barking and nipping, so I am not doing that. On…

I suffer from severe Social Anxiety Disorder, along with Major Clinical Depression. Later it was decided Social Anxiety was connected to Asperger's, which is not a mental illness so doesn't matter for this post. Some days aren't as bad as others, but I wouldn't say I'm in recovery or anything, it's easy to relapse to…

3 and sometimes a snack. I know it's the wrong way to do it, but I just am not hungry more than that.

I live in Texas, the San Antonio area, but not San Antonio itself. Keeping motivated is hard, but I have decided I want to try harder, they took blood work in Spring and I never ever wanted to see the results, worried about Diabetes, it's very much(I can't think of the better word) in the family. My dad is in denial about…

I love to read, generally horror or fantasy, past that and I don't stay interested... Waiting for next George R.R. Martin book, till then I'm reading older novels by other authors, I could name but it doesn't matter I think :D I read all the Lord of the Rings books in High School. I read the Harry Potter novels, I'm not a…

After I locate the scale again, I hide it in disgust, it will be weekly in the morning. Till then I'm just using measurements..

When I was 6 or so, I tried so hard to convince my sister the troll from Cat's Eye was real, and I scared myself and her. We slept in the same room for a while after that, made my dad so mad "We have a house with 4 bedrooms for a reason!" After a while I decided she also had a boogeyman in that old wardrobe in her room...…

I love my hair(I sometimes try and lighten it on a whim and fail) That's about it.

My dad always makes comments, for years it was "You'd be pretty if you just lost a few pounds" "You were so skinny as a child, I called your sister the fat one" "If you'd just move around all the weight would fall off" Lately it's "You'll find someone soon hopefully, there's always chubby chasers" "If you'd just stop…

In Suicide-Mission-Rejects with Anexa. But I kinda think only 2 people didn't think I was completely out of place. The feeling of not belonging and whatnot, it's not that they said anything, just how I felt.(I also found a note from high school, apparently I was such a loser they even made fun of me, sans a few. :D ) So…