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It's not underweight yet, but it's close :) my BMI is currently around the 18.8-19.5 ish I think. I'm used to it being around 17.5-18.8 though, which is where it was for the most part up until a few months back. -- Thanks for all the advice everyone!! I woke up this morning and tried to have a semi-healthy (probably not…

Oh my god I LOVE Bleach!! <3 So sad that it's over :( Ichime woooo

Maybe next year...

I do seek professional therapy and I have almost weekly sessions, but I haven't brought up what I just discovered yet. But I will! Thanks, adding you :)

I'd say my goal right now is to look better, but never weigh more than 115 pounds since that's a number I don't really feel like I could handle seeing on the scale.

Hey there and welcome! I wish you luck on your journey! :) Weight loss is hard, weight maintenance is harder and well dealing with weight is just hard in general haha xD I'm here to support so feel free to add me if you need it

I wouldn't dream of losing weight right now! While I do miss being 108 lbs, there's no way I plan on going back there anytime soon until I sort the rest of my life out. What I care most about right now is finding the root of my binging problem, learning how to deal with it and THEN maybe, just maybe losing 1-2 vanity…

Katbody10: No way, that's kind of like how it was with me!! :O And congratulations, as someone who grew up in a family full of smoke and drug addicts it's really great to hear that you (even if you are a random stranger haha) have managed to break a habit! Great job!! :) This is my first time in my entire life that I've…

I don't blame her :P I said something rude today as well (not online) but it's all good. I know she's only trying to be helpful just like I was! :) bgisabel: I'm sorry you had a bad day today Isabel! :( But tomorrow's a new day, and you can do it, I believe in you! :) Noo, don't eat too low in calories that'll only lead to…

Noonight: Thank you for sticking up for me, your very kind! I'll definitely add you :) fattypattybin: It's super easy to sign up for this site. All you need really is an iPhone or computer and email address, then a friend or group of friends willing to sign up with you. KRG72: Aww thanks! Good luck on your journey!

I know...but I can't help but worry! I hate my mind. Why does it do this to me? :P My TDEE is 2100, but I ate a little bit over my TDEE yesterday as well since I had a party with friends. I think I gained about 3/4 pound at the most which isn't too bad, I know it'll even out later naturally. Thank you for the reply!

I eat before bed!! :D In fact, before bed is my favorite time to eat! I'll eat anything at bedtime...leftovers from dinner, cheese, even a small sandwich if I crave it! I can't go to bed on an empty or hungry stomach either- it just doesn't work for me lol. Glad to know I'm not the only one who does this on MFP! ;)

Fruit ninja. I know it sounds ridiculous, but if I can distract myself (whether it be with a game, person, or even pain of some sort) I tend to lose all urges to binge almost immediately. That didn't work today sadly but most other days it works wonderfully haha :) I've also heard that writing 'no' on your hand works. That…

Rather than drink diet, why not try drinking sparkling flavored water? :D There's this one company where I live called "AquaSplash" and they have such yummy flavors (strawberry, lemon, orange mandarin, peach...) that are all about 4 calories per 330ml! Oh how I love it! <3

^Everyone I meet always says that!! Haha I love it! :) xD Your right, what's done is done. I shouldn't dwell on this anymore than it needs to be dwelled on. I'll do better tomorrow, I know I will!

I do se a therapist actually, just not for food and body image related problems. Maybe I'll bring it up next time though

I hope that you're right

mogletdeluxe: Haha yes, they are! Urgh I wish I could've went for a walk today! Thank goodness tomorrow's a gym day and I have something planned until 7 pm! That should help keep my mind off of food :D bii14: Noo I'm not trying to lose weight!! Only be healthier :) and stop binging. I'll definitely try and be more careful…

I'll be your friend! All of your friends! :D So anybody reading this please feel free to add me!!

Hi! :) I'm trying not to but it's hard. I just want today to be OVER. I plan on starting to track using this account tomorrow as I don't think I could even bear to see today's giant mishap...can I add you?

Mostly because I'm anxious and stressed. And probably a bad answer here- Halloween. It's my favorite holiday and I always, always, always tend to pig out on it. Just normally not this much! Grr

awilmeri: Yes! Well actually it's called "trunk" or treating where I'm from. My school gets all of it's professors to set up their cars with the trunks open, and fill the backs with buckets full of candy for the students to raid. It's really fun! Why do you ask? lauren3101: Basically what I told awilmeri. I love Halloween,…

I logged it AS I was eating it! I'll try :)

gothicfires: Thank you for the reality check Michelle who is beautiful! But a binge is still a binge and I could use some support. I know I need the pound (and I don't do anything to try and get rid of it, I was 100 pounds a few months ago before my binging started) but I just WISH this wasn't the way I gained it if that…

I could use some help as well!! I'll add you, you seem really nice :D

I'm around this age range!! Haha, add me anyone? :D