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Yay done it, thank you so much guys <3

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Oh didn't work >< Help please!

Thank you, you're so lovely :). I just need to change my mind frame. I am a lot stronger now, I can deal with the anorexic thoughts better but trying to figure out what I need & what the anorexic wants is very hard.

Thank you :)! I will try it now :D

In some way the weight loss ticker is keeping me going, making sure that I don't lose weight so it doesn't show. If I do lose weight though, it will always be in my face & I'll end up striving to lose weight then even more. It's quite self-contradiction. I need to associate weight loss with bad, instead I associate it with…

Yeah I have done that but still the ticker is still set to weight loss :/

Thank you :smile:

I drink a lot of milkshakes, gave up on the prescribed ones. How about drink a few glasses of full fat milk a day? I do that.

Hey if you're from the UK you can have your doctor prescribe you Fortisip milkshakes & fruit juices from the NHS. I had them but hated the taste of them, there's a loud of different flavours. I know the ones I had everything in them, including sugar. They're very high in iron. I'm sure if you speak to your doctor, they…

It's one of those things where you can only understand you're in it. Anorexia is badly stereotyped by the media. A lot of people think it's just spoilt girls attention seeking where it's far from it. Before I became ill, I was naturally underweight & once did want to put on weight because I got picked on so much in school…

For someone who hasn't had anorexia you really know what you are talking about. Thank you for your patience, it's not often I have people who are patient & understanding with me. I just always get 'well just eat more!' I want to get better but sometimes it's easy to forget why. Anorexia is so comforting, it's like being on…

Yeah I set my goal to gaining, this website just gave me the goal. I have tried protein shakes in the past but I just can't stand them. I've had Fortisip prescribed by the doctor in the past but I ended up wasting them by pouring them down the drain & lied about taking them :/

I've tried recovery countless times but I'm being seriously about it this time. What I've learnt through past tries that I need to leave numbers & time out of it. I need to learn to be patient with myself, as you said. I rush myself sometimes. If I have one good day I get hurt easily if the next day isn't. Thank you for…