arielp

I think when your main goal is to stay alive, your least important worry is perpetuating the race.

First, no one can love you if you don't love yourself. You come first, love comes second. It sounds like you have a lot of work to do on yourself before focusing on finding someone to be with. When the time is right for that, it will happen. You're only 20, and at that age it's hard to see a future based in reality. You…