jacksprat7

seeds of doubt keeping me awake tonight. So freaking hard to stay positive....

I'm just at the start of this journey but I only lasted twelve weeks bulking. I couldn't handle the fact that the body fat wasn't coming off fast enough while I was eating heavy, yet clean. For the next twelve, I'm just going to focus on getting the bf down - currently at 15%.

try "the lean machines" on youtube. they do a great job of motivating and teaching.